Documentary of Charleybean

new blog

Weeehoooooo!!!

Can you taste it?!

OMG FREEDOM!

btw, i might change blog, or i might stick with this. but what i really want is to compile all my old and new entries into one blog. ahhhhh big construction eh? who cares? since i have 3 MONTHS of holidays!!!

LOL

three more papers to go in less than 2 weeks time.

ahhh…. didnt really study much … whatever la …

jy never tell his sister about our break up until few days ago, his aunt told his sister, then his sister asked me about it.

so i told her la… and about him having a new gf two weeks after the break up… lol

not being bitchy or mean. just feel that if she wants to know, might as well tell the whole story la rite… besides, by telling the truth, will save the assumption that it was my fault…

yeap because it’s not my fault at all that caused the break up, so i told his sister about his new gf.

bleh… take that bastard!

lol

im not being jealous or what la to be honest. just that it amazed me when this moment u said u love me, and two weeks later, ‘oh, im in love with someone else’.

irresponsible as i always said. for getting into a new rship w/o going through ur mistakes first. and by knowing that you are not mature and not prepared yet.

its been awhile and i dont feel angry or any emotion about him anymore. just that his sister suddenly brought it up and i was surprised that he didnt tell his sister.

he seriously didnt handle this matter properly.

ah well, just that i feel weird about what i told his sister. like sour grape only. but actually im not. hmmm… dont care la… haha… not my concern anymore.

supposed to bathe lazy twice a week. but because im really busy. i only managed to bathe him once a week. which is like not good? and i supposed to bring him to the vet 15 days after the last visit, but again, i didnt. financial n physical problems.

slowly getting addicted to online shopping. thanks to ahem fj ahem… coz im a very lazy person… so being able to view the stuff online w/o feeling guilty of going out to shopping mall and takes FEW hours break from study, is comforting. lol

im going to tioman after exams with my roommate! weeeeeee!! and this year bday, i hope i able to make my dad buy me a new handphone!!! woot!!!! omg, i hope he seriously dont take the kancil as my bday present already…. omg… otherwise really super zha dou lo…. then i have to save up money to buy one, if i really want a new hp so badly…

ahh ok till then. heroes heroes! have to wait till season 2…. criminal minds season 3 too… hmmm how long le…

syler didnt die…. ahhhh ceh…

HEROES SEASON FINALE!!!!!!!

and JASLENE WON ANTM CYCLE 8!!!!!

haha

ahhh what happened this morning?

my commercial law paper gave everyone of us a big fat surprise

woot! international trade topic - 4 fking questions! omg international trade is like the least popular question and least prepared by both our lecturers and us!

wah see u in referal! omfg stress sial.

3 more to go ……

hope i wont be typing the similar content again after these 3 papers….

ahhhhhhhhh

So my msn doesn’t work… AGAIN.

I don’t know la. I think there is a virus in my com which stops me from using Msn once in a while. Everytime I repair it and restart my com, then my msn is working again. Then few days or weeks later, depends on the virus’s mood, when i on my computer, my msn is not working at all. As in it’s not running at all. no response when i double click, triple click, click until i got fed up then repair my msn again and restart the computer.

sien. fine lo. i dont want to repair it this time la. Concentrate on my studies! And let the world miss me for a bit!

then maybe i ll repair it… tmr…. or later tonite…

I brought my laptop along with some stuff to read for every subject. Was thinking aiya today saturday maybe i’ll just go starbucks and study while online until 1am.

never in a million years I would have thought that my laptop couldn’t go online in starbucks. i have wireless card which works properly and… hello? starbucks?? everyone CAN ONLINE in starbucks!

i was devastated… fine lo… then just concentrate on my studies and listen to songs.

and around 45 mins later, i heard the familiar sound of my msn connected!

my first reaction was to push all the textbook, pencil case and notes far far away and pulled my laptop closer to me.

hahhahahahhaa finally i can online and im blogging!

okla coz i was too excited that i can finally online so i JUST HAVE to blog about this.

and i feel damn funny when i thought of my first response when i heard the DENG DENG!

LOL.

suddenly feel so awake… hahahha

So my dearest friend managed to make me said “okla i will go to class tmr.”

2-9pm. *faints*

suddenly i feel so warmth and loved because all of them are so sweet and nice enough to photocopy notes for me when I was too lazy(and still) to go to classes.

“So come tmr to hug us all!”

LOL

to be honest, i was too depressed to go to college these past few days. that’s why me being me, hid at home, didn’t want to see anyone and emo with myself.

not to say that im not feeling depress or stressful about exam anymore, but i feel slightly better now. More like… motivated. well, no matter how devastated i am, i will never give up before exam. coz i think its the stupidest thing to do in the world. besides, if others can do it, why not me?

ahhh… after talking to fj makes me feel alive again! i love my girls to bits!

I lost two kgs. In two weeks.

*ROARRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!*

hahahahahhahhahahha.

4th march.

Met up with my roommate for shopping. We stopped by at Bakerzin for the chocolate mousse. It was delicious. But what best was the conversation we had.

We talked about things in life. Our families, friends, other housemates and ourselves. Talking to her is very comfortable and safe. Because she knows me very well and she accepts me for being me. She will know how I feel or what I think by a mere glance. She will be there when I need a company and at the same time she understands when I need a time to be solitary.

I know I’m not a good friend. I don’t know how to be there as a friend. I don’t know how to care. To me, if you really need something, I expect you to tell me and I will try to work out something for you. So that’s the problem. I don’t know how to be iniative. I am selfish. I don’t know how to treat a friend well.

Sometimes I just think that I don’t treat my friends good enough. Like I tend to neglect some while attending to the others.

one day in march.
a friend said you tend to get sleepy after eating oily food.

12th march.
bought a mng red aviator online. omg. im crazy.

13th march.
Went out for a lunch and movie with WY. I was a bit worried at the beginning coz she can be very quiet sometimes. But the outing turned out fine and with laughters. Yeap, I tend to worry too much and unnecessarily. Oh! I got a mail from my baby sister!

14th march.
Waiting anxiously for my feedback page to be done. I’m going to sell some of my stuff online in livejournal! First experience! I do have ebay account but never really bother to sell there. But I will put ebay as an alternative if I can’t sell off my stuff in livejournal.