Documentary of Charleybean

I’m moving out from my current place end of Jan. Now I have to settle some money issues here with the person in-charge. Damn, it is difficult. A lot of understandings and compromising are needed tomorrow when we are going to TALK about it. Trying to settle the problem.

It’s quite saddening that we have to end this up in this way. I wouldn’t have made this decision if I have other choice. What to do? Quite meaningless for us to continue staying here anymore after what were done to us. It’s like a cold war. What was done is like hinting us — “Hey we don’t like you so get out of the house!”.

We tried hard enough to tolerate. But we are not treated in the same way. Quite disappointing that the one I see as a friend doesn’t have her own stand and being irresponsible to everything that has happened. I expect at least some effort to mend things up but all she did was just trying hard to push away the responsibilities and get herself uninvolved. After we just informed them(person in-charged) about the moving out, she came and talked to me. Well, basically just chit-chatting about how are we doing recently and why I decided to move out. Been quite a while since we last talked as things are getting tougher recently as conflicts occured. I noticed she is sad about how things ended this way as well. It makes me feel better. This is life. I guess some changes are necessary so that we all can move on.

Well, I still appreciate that she still see me as a friend. But after these, I will only regard her as an acquaintance. Not more than. I’m not trying to be mean. I’m just… sigh.. disappointed. She can do more than that. But she just chose to not bother. And it hurts me. To realize this is all she can do for our friendship. But her effort to come and talk to me first and try to plan outings as well really makes me feel better.

God, I hope tomorrow all of us will be ok. Hope everyone is in a good mood to sort things out. No arguments pls. PLSSSSSS~

coz I really really WANT to get back my 2 months deposits while moving out end of Jan.

Oh, I’m having an allergy on my finger. Well, because of the butterfly ring. I can’t really wear any ring, I guess. Damn, I hope I’m not allergic to diamond ring when I’m going to marry in the future. Hmmm.

It’s a very funny and colorful story. And the rabbits are so freaking cuteeeee!!! I got so excited when the rabbits hugging each other and nudge each other with their noses. It’s so madly adorable! OMG! Haha!

The music was fantastic! It’s worth it for a good laugh. I really enjoyed the movie a lot.

Nothing much to say. A wonderful and original result with a great sense for humor was fully delivered. A pretty good one for family-with-kids movie or just anyone!

I really really didn’t want to watch this at the first place. Because I simply think it will be a boring 3 hours. I mean what’s interesting about a giant gorilla ruining the city which we all watched before more than 10 years ago? I usually don’t fancy movies which are remade.

But after I watched it, I must say this is great one for a remade movie. Although the plot took one hour to get to the Skull Island, but I have to admit the movie was full of actions! I was actually anticipating on what’s happening next. I can’t really remember the original plot but this was great.

Jack Black really did a great job as the rebellious director Carl Denham. I mean I really hated him in the movie! He delivered the character’s seriousness and overly ambitious attitude perfectly. But he is seriously fat. And he really has the selfish-bastard look.

Naomi Watts as Ann Darrow has a really flexible body. She presented her emotional connection with King Kong perfectly. Like what Carl Denham said in the movie, everyone will just cry because she just looked so sad. Kong is pretty lovable when he is not ripping apart dinosaurs.

And how could I forget Adrien Brody, who plays a great Jack Driscoll as well. He is just perfect. And a true hero, of course. I love his voice. It is deep and sexy. I was totally fond of the way he proposed his feelings to Ann. He was like so shy. Nothing more to say. He is just perfect! (Hmm, did I mention that before?)

I really like the way the movie was delivered. Clear and exciting albeit it was a 3 hours show. It was quite touching to see Kong ice-skating with Ann and when they were sharing the scenary of the sunrise while he pats his chest saying ‘beautiful’ to Ann. He is just so adorable when he was sitting there. I just found it cute.

Oh yeah, the bugs and weird creatures are so freaky and scary. Yuck Yuck Yuck!!

So, it’s really nice!

Watched this two weeks ago. Only now I remember to blog about it.

I personally like this movie a lot. Everything in it was so astonishing and amazing. Maybe because I never read the book. So I found the plot was rather unpredictable. Well ok, not all like how Edmund was saved by the magic liquid, but there were some just surprised me. Lucy Pevensie is really a better actress compared to the her other siblings. She was so natural in the movie. She expressed her role so accurately adequate. She didn’t over-doing it nor she didn’t insufficiently bringing her character to life like her siblings. She is so talented and we all can tell that she is born to be in this business.

I found it rather disappointing that Susan didn’t have much actions in the movie. We can’t really see how powerful and precise is her skill on the arrows. I think it will be more exciting if they can show more actions on every each of them mastering their weapons. Like emphasizing the unique of each weapons given to them in particular. I mean afterall, they are the kings and queens. At least show some power la, rite?

Frankly speaking, I don’t find the young actors and actresses appealing in the beginning of the movie. I was like “Why them?”. But then, later on I changed my mind. Hehe. Mr and Mrs Beaver were so sweet and loving. I like all the voices. It was perfectly great.

Oh, not a single real lion appears in the film. Haha. Aslan looked so furry. I felt disturbed and sad to see Aslan humiliated by the White Witch and co. Ok, so I shed a few tears.

Overall, I was completely convinced and contented after the movie. It was a great movie and quite disappointing there will be no second one. I’m glad that I didn’t read the book first and save myself from being judgemental. Others might be expecting more but it’s good enough for me. Hehe.

I have been sleeping at 4am or 5am these days. And waking up at 3pm or 4pm. Or if I’m lucky, 2pm.

BECAUSE I’M ON MY 2 PATHETIC WEEKS OF HOLIDAY, remember?
(or I never mention about it?)

If I’m still going on with this sleeping time, I’m going to be so dead when college starts which is NEXT SATURDAY! (ffffffff!!!!)

And I still havent start my assignment yet. dammit.

I was trying to cheer Jam up as she was sobbing due to stress from work, family, studies and relationship. The biggest obstacle in her relationship is religion where she is a buddhist and the boyfriend is a devoted christian. His family members are really nice to her. But of course, she awares that his mother is hoping she will join ‘their inner circle’ one day. Jam was working on xmas eve and xmas as well. She got no choice because she was needed badly to work on this festive season. Her boyfriend claimed that she purposely chose to work to avoid going to church with him.

So bad, hor? I mean, you know she is a buddhist. And mind you, she did go to church once with you. She respects you and she knows it’s important to you. But, you DID indirectly forcing her to go to church by asking her every Sunday albeit knowing the fact she is a buddhist. So she went and she had showed you her respect and tolerance. But you? You seems irrespectful of her religion belief to me. Somemore suspected her to purposely avoid from going to church by working during xmas. So not understanding and selfish.

Both of them love each other but they are stuck now because of their different religion beliefs. And arguments and conflicts come along to make things worse.

Actually her boyfriend treats her very nice. He is quite a nice guy. But nothing is perfect in a relationship, right? So she is very confuse as to let go or just let it be. But she knows clearly that this is not going to work. There is nothing you can do about religion beliefs.

They love each other but it’s hard for them to stay together in the future. While me and Him, loved but never appreciate. There are times when I needed him to be there with me, but he just didn’t see my needs. Why I can tell that particular moments he needed me to be there and I did, but he never does the same thing for me?

I just msged Him that I’m not going to see him anymore.

What to do? I have to move on. Without him.

-Need but neglected. Trust but abused. Devote but unappreciated. So me is leaving now. -

I MUST learn to let go and set myself free.

Went shopping today in OU alone. Wait, let me check how much I spent there. Hmm… Wow. Precisely RM300.00! I bought presents and stuff for myself. Hehe.

I bought this 15ml eye serum from Body Shop for RM65.00. No idea whether it’s effective or not but my dark circles seriously give me no options.

I also bought a 100ml Aloe Vera gentle facial wash for RM29.00. The promoter was telling me that I have sensitive skin which kinda surprised me. I always thought my skin is normal. She said because my blood veins can be seen from my cheeks, indicating my skin is thin. According to her, thin = sensitive. Hmm? So, I was persuaded to buy the facial wash (which actually also a facial scrubs) for dry/sensitive skin, instead of normal/oily skin. No pic for the eye serum and facial wash because I couldn’t find any from their website.

Last thing for myself from Body Shop is a RM28.00 Waterproof mascara! I lost my Maybeline one which was the dual colors - black and white one. And I finally found the pic from their website!

I bought three different body shower gel as presents. I think it’s not enough. Ok, I mean I think I need at least one more as a gift. Well, actually I only bought gifts for those who will be seeing me during Christmas season because got budget mah. So, get the hint?

Fine, what I meant is if you not seeing me for Xmas then dont think of buying me a gift. BECAUSE I didnt buy one for you.

I wasn’t planning to buy anything for *ahem* this friend of mine who used to be quite close to me but currently I don’t really see her as a close friend anymore. Shits happened la. So her position in my best friend list has degraded. But she doesn’t know what I feel about her now. AND SHE BOUGHT ME A NECKLACE… So one of the Body Shop shower gel bottles is going to be hers. What to do?! DAMN. Shower gels supposed to belong to those who are my true friends.

Hmm… At second thought….. maybe I can avoid giving her the shower gel IF I manage to get something really cheap tomorrow. Correct? Yes? Hehe. I know, I’m brilliant. Or this even better, I can just be a bitch and don’t get her anything. Yeah? Hehe.

Aiya, I where got so bad la. She gave me quite a nice necklace and I want to be so bitchy meh? Bleh. My conscience just spoke.

Haih. Hate this when it happens. I mean there are people who I really want to buy gifts for but I’m seeing them only after New Year. So it will be inappropriate and they are under the category of those-who-will-not-be-seeing-me-on-xmas. Then those I don’t want to buy anything for, bought me one.

Anyway, back to my shopping! I bought two shirts from Seed - Padini Concept Store (PCS) AGAIN! Hehe.

Oh Oh Oh!! And I bought two pairs of shoes from PCS with RM39.90 for both together!! So freaking cheap rite?? Ok, maybe it’s not that freaking, but at least so EXCITINGLY cheap!!! HAHAHA. I can’t stop laughing inside when I just found my size, tried it and paid!! 50% man!! A red maroon pair of heels for RM22.95 and a pair of sandals for RM16.95. God! I forever support Padini man!

My mother gave me a RM70.00 worth of vouchers to spend in Parkson before she left. So I bought a pair of heels which is a mixture of purple, dark purple and blue-ish green for RM39.00 by Roselle. Hehe. Then, I spent the rest of the vouchers by buying a box to put my cds + mags etc and two hp chains.

That’s about it.

Currently missing family.