Something like love, FriendsDecember 16, 2005 8:17 pm

The other day when I just finished washing my laundry, I got a call from my dearest friend. She was crying so badly because something terrible happened between she and her boyfriend. I was caught offguard la. I dont really know how to handle this kind of situations le. Especially when at that particular moment, she was quite distance away from my house. That girl so emotional and needed someone to talk to. I scared she was too upset then simply wandering around without noticing any cars coming towards her direction la. Seriously wei, I was a bit scared when she told me she was walking. And she responded “I don’t know” to most of my questions. So of course I… err… freaked out. I was planning to take cab and fly to her la. To provide my CharleyBeanie Comforting Service. What to do? I was worried sick la. Can’t let her cry alone in the middle of nowhere. ( Nowhere coz she kept on asnwering ‘Dont Know’ when I asked for her location. ) Ok, I know my imagination went a bit off. But anything could happen mah, right? Beside, I was just worried.

Who was at fault is really hard to judge by listening to one side of the story only. Beside, who am I to judge anyway? All I knew that she needed someone to talk to. So I was trying to calm her down so that she can at least be more rational about the whole situation. At that moment, seriously what in my mind was this, “Why la like that? Why scolded her so badly?” Haih. Lucky everything turned out fine because at the end of the day, they still love each other so much that a small fight wouldn’t do any harm la. (Err.. right?) Anyway, I feel glad that she realized she might be in the wrong too and her boyfriend also give way la. So, everything back to perfect for them now.

p/s: He so sayang you, won’t break up one la, ok? ;)

Ok, this is what I really want to say. After I got her call, I thought of my own situation. Seriously, why he never really appreciate our relationship? I always tell this friend that she is really lucky because of one reason - Her boyfriend learned his mistakes from the past relationships and now what she gets from her boyfriend is a better person of him. Contrary to my situation, he knows his mistakes, he knows he shouldn’t, but he DOESN’T FUCKING BOTHER to change. His excuse, “What you want me to do? I’m like that one, cannot change.” So what I got was a still-fucking-stinky person of him. It’s like somebody didn’t want a cloth and I took it, washed it. Then, I put some perfume. You know, like try my very best to ‘nurture’ it. But it still fucking smelly. As if it was protesting. Damn, it just a stinky cloth!

Anyway, such an asshole. Agree? You must be a complete moron to say No.

Other than studying 4:18 pm

Been into Jazz lately. Here:

1.Renee Olstead - She acted as the red coloured hair daughter in the comedy show ‘Still Standing’. 14 years old when she released her first album last year. For such a young age. Salute! I simple love her ‘ A Love that will Last ‘.

2.Michael Buble - A friend of mine told me his name is pronounced as ‘Boo - Blay’. Hehe. Can listen some of his songs from his website. I like his song, ‘Home’ and ‘Feeling good’.

3.Jamie Cullum - Saw his live concert in Astro. Not bad.

I’m trying to sound artistic and classy by listening to jazz. Convincing yeah? No?

Ok, frankly speaking, I love jazz. Just that before this, I didn’t realized the genre I always like is JAZZ. Haha. What? Cannot ah? Sue me la! Haha. Yeah, basically I like a lot of things but I dont really know what are they. As in categorise or genre wise la. I am very slow in differentiating things.

Anyway, I’m planning to get Michael Buble and Renee Olstead’s albums instead of Jamie Cullum. Jamie Cullum just has to wait for his turn. I must not cause any suspicion from my father by swiping too much amount at one go. Smart, huh? ( Just say YES! ).

So anyone want to share some thoughts about jazz? And any recommendation? Dont expect to have intellectual conversation about jazz with me. I’m totally a noob. I just listen and know nothing. :P

Oh yeah, I got Perhaps Love’s soundtrack cd from pasar malam. Love it! :D