Documentary of Charleybean

We all call her Lili girl. She only knows how to laugh and laugh and laugh. She is a smart girl. She always uses her big big eyes to electric-shock ppl when she wants something. Hehe.

‘Eh? Hua hua jie jie… what is this?’

‘Ok, camera ah? I pose like this can? cute or not?’

‘Yeah, double world peace. Nice shot!’

‘Ok, jie jie asked me to cheeseeeeee, so I cheeseeeeee!!’

‘Gong li said blowfish stinks!! But I’m so cute!’

‘Jie jie, this is my killer pose already. Can boh?? Got kill you or not?? HAHAHAHA!!! I’m so pretty!!!’

Suddenly I feel that I shouldn’t put up pictures of myself here. Hehe.

Don’t know why.

Wanted to blog anonymously at the first place but hard if I want to make a journal about my life and family. I mean with all the pictures, how la you tell me! I’m enjoying myself posting pictures of my family members and write something about them in this journal. Then tak tahan want to put my own pretty pictures also… how to blog anonymously la?!

And…..

What if one day he manage to find his way here?

If that happens,

THEN I WILL JUST JUMP OFF FROM THE ROOF OF KEMAYAN ATC!!

(Fine, maybe not….)

So, I think I will be taking down my pictures or maybe just password protect the relevant posts lo. Hehe. Leave one tiny pity small thumbnail at the side bar. Because I like the tiny pity small thumbnail took by my bro when I was surfing the net. I wouldn’t delete those posts. I mean I want to keep a memory about CNY with my family and etc. So, yeah la.

(Or maybe I was just bullshitting/bullshiting or grumbling and end up doing nothing…. LOL!)

So first day of the Chinese New Year, everyone traditionally wears red. You can see that my bro, sis and mom wear red. But I wear a white top saying ‘Smile if you like it.’ Well, the font is printed in pink. So pass la. Hehe. I like to follow some of the traditions like this one. It somehow gives me the festival mood by wearing ‘ang ang’ (redish red). Hehe!

A better picture of my sis compare to overworked pic. Lol. She was dumbfounded. Must be the weather, I guess. Is she pretty or is she pretty? Hahaha. Just like her big sister. Woohoo!!

He was bragging about his t-shirt. ‘The Real Thing’ yo! Oh, he was holding my uncle’s video camera/recorder and has been following me while recording my body from top to toe. Especially my big butt.

Then, my dad just have to say this, “Eh, try record from different angles then show her how fat she is. She everyday see the mirror only can see from one angle so she hard to tell. ”

So cruel, rite? Where got father like that say the daughter one?? Ish!!!

My only uncle from my dad side. Everytime he bought something new, I will just take it from him. I got a Kodak digital camera and a 3-in-1 HP printer from him already. Hmm, but this trick doesn’t seems to work now.

This nut-eating woman is my mom. She was caught off-guard. Hehe.

This is me lo. Where got fat rite?

Well, my dad wasn’t around when I was taking pictures. Or maybe I was just instinctly didn’t want to take his pictures since he ‘complimented’ me. Hmph!

Nothing much to do actually. You can tell by the pictures I took of my family members doing nothing specifically. So yeah la. Very boring. But anyway, what matters is the ang pows!!

Fiona was saying we should learn how to accept compliments gracefully. (Well, just that I wouldn’t accept a compliment like how she does –> with a geisha smile) So yesterday CNY eve, when I was mopping the floor, my dad was sitting aside and he said this to me.

‘Hua ah, you really very fat already le.’

*Deep breath*

I think he means I eat well and sleep well = healthy. Such an unique compliment for the starting of Chinese New Year, hor?

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Today, my mom said this when she was passing me the ‘lap chiong’ during dinner.

‘Hua, eat more la. After CNY, you go back KL only diet.’

*Deep breath*

I’ll will take that somewhere in between there is a compliment similar to the one my dad gave me.

I miss the lazy fat cat…

How I wish I can hug him and say, “Happy Chinese New Year, Fatty Bom Bom!!!”

I want to go home… nooooo, I mean Kl home, stupid.

Where I can just go and see the cat.

And him.

Even though this feeling doesn’t work the other way round.

Sigh.

Gong Xi Fatt Chai!!

Wish all of you and your family a prosperous, healthy and happy new year!!

While more and more and more ang pows for me!!!

Hahahahaha!

that I miss you..

so much..

but you never call today…

The other day, me and my siblings were ‘assigned’ to help out my grandmother and my uncle to clean up the shop. Or rather most people called it ‘kopitiam’.

My grandma sells chicken rice. Hehe. Different than the normal ones. But nice. And FREE!

After we had removed all the tables and chairs. Seriously it was freaking dirty.

Meet my brother. Always the naughtiest one.

Oh, the ‘rifle’ that he’s holding is something my uncle bought and you can spread water easier to any spot you want using that. It works like a hose but more convenient.

Meet my sister. Hmm, she’s overworked, I guess. Hehe.

Hehe. Shocking blue. LOL.

I know you must have doubts as I’m not in any of the pictures above. But I did contribute my part, ok? Just that nobody take a shot of me working. Hehe.

I just heard from my mother that my primary school maths teacher @ tuition teacher was diagnosised of endometrial cancer last December.

I was shocked and sad to hear that. She was my favourite teacher and mentor back then. She guided me and helped me through out my primary years. She taught me to open myself to opportunities and allowed me to discover my strength in maths. She trained me for various maths competitions.

I still remembered the times when I was taking tuition classes from her. Her method was strict but fun at the same time. Whenever we had our break time, the first thing we did was to go to the kitchen and checked out her fridge. She was generous enough to allow us to eat her snacks. And sometime she made us desserts during special celebrations or weekends. We used to bring snacks, cookies or food to tuition and shared among ourselves with our teacher. It was so fun. There, we learned things in a fun way.

She was good. And still is.

My mother told me that when she first found out that she has cancer, she couldn’t accept it and rejected visitors, not answering calls nor replying any smses. She kept herself from the outside world. It is understandable because two years ago, another teacher of mine whom taught me BM had cancer as well and she passed away. This BM teacher was another favourite teacher of mine. She was my mentor as well. She trained me for speech and writing competitions.
My Maths teacher must be petrified as the same thing happens to her now.

Last time was my BM teacher, and now my Maths teacher. Why? You can see how shocked I was when I first knew that my another favourite teacher has cancer.

I can’t imagine it. If it is so hard for me to accept the bad news, how would it be for her and her husband? And her kids? Her kids are still so young. This must beyond difficult and painful for her, and as a mother. She must be thinking what is going to happen to her kids if she really can’t make it?

She is doing better now. As in facing the outside world part. She accepts visits now. She is given one year leave to focus on her treatments. My mother said her hair must be fallen off already as she was injected with something-which-I-forget to kill the cancerous cells.

I will visit her when I’m back in my hometown this coming June. I will.

You see, Entwined got her platy the other day, so I have been thinking whether rabbits and cats got or not. Must be very rare then to have a mickey mouse spot on the body.

I think paw mark for cat is more appropriate. Hehe.

*Look above* and Lazy saw the mark on his tail. He freaked out.

Too bad his tummy erm….you know I know la.. so he can’t really see it for himself except from pictures.