
Lazy left already. The new owner came and took him back to her apartment in Cheras. So far!!
I cried after he left. So sad.
First, we got the msg from the new owner saying that Lazy was exploring the house and ignored her.
Then, he still ignoring her and only play with her friend.
3rd update was he didn’t want to eat. But me and Jy doubt it will last long. I was like “What is he doing if he doesn’t want to eat? I can’t imagine him doing something else besides eating.”
And now, I don’t know how he is, what is he doing and has he started to eat already or not.

I’ve been thinking. Comparing death and this, which is more hurtful? which is harder to let go?
Cosmo died and I miss him a lot. When I look at his pictures but unable to touch him or hold him, makes me sad. But when Lazy left, the thought of unable to see him or hug him is making me feel even worse. I think this is because Cosmo left forever and I have no choice but to let go. While Lazy still there eating happily and despite the fact that he is still alive, I can’t see him or hold him whenever I want already. I guess it’s like he is not longer ours already but Cosmo is still mine, in a way.
Hmm.. something like breaking up with Lazy where at the same time I still love him dearly. No?
Ok, if you don’t get what I’m trying to say above, just forget it. I don’t know how to describe my feelings now.
We can go visit him. And we planning to do that next week. I am so worry now that he might not be able to recognise us anymore. Somemore the fatty so materialistic, got nice food then sure doesnt remember anything else already.







He is so cute and adorable rite? But don’t fooled by his innocent look! He is actually a very sneaky fellow.
I have more pics which we took last night. But I still haven’t got it yet. So yeah, have to wait.

This picture was taken when he was asleep. Seriously la, I really don’t understand how can he sleep until like that. -.-
OMG, I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!
*sniff sniff*
