Documentary of Charleybean

Is he feeling insecure? Hmmm……

Went to a friend’s surprise dinner in Ou’s Dave’s Deli.

Freaking cannot stand is EVERYONE WAS SOOOOO LATE!!!!!!!!

Until everyone is arrived, the dinner was actually delayed for one hour!!

ONE freaking hour!!!

I was starved and felt my time was wasted coz I was thinking how many lecture notes I can copy in that particular one hour.

I camwhored and camwhored and camwhored… until I really beh tahan already. I even chose what I wanted to order already and ready to run to the counter once the bday boy is arrive. ARGH!

I DONT LIKE PPL BEING LATE.

I don’t like ppl late for movies, late for makan, late when I have plans afterwards and especially late for surprise parties.

Hello?? surprise parties?? How can there be any surprise if someone is late???

Stupid fellows.

Don’t even know the meaning of cooperation and consideration.

There were 4 couples with me and another 2 guys. Being dominantly surrounded by couples, I felt like forever eating my spagetti bolognaise.

Ok, fine. I WAS SIMPLY FEELING BITTER AND JEALOUS.

Dinner, Sang bday song, blew the candles, rotated the cakes in clockwise so everyone can try different flavour of secret recipe cakes and choose which cake they want for their coming bdays. Next was movie, Fun with Dick and Jane. It was funny and was the only thing I enjoyed today.

Anyway, Happy Birthday HL.

Fuck.

Got the photoshop cd.

BUT I FREAKING DON’T KNOW HOW TO USE THAT BLOODY PROGRAMME!!!!

It’s like a ramly burger in front of me, but the next second it goes into Jy’s big fat mouth!!

ARGH!!

[EDIT : My bro just msg me and said he’s mastering the art of Photoshop CS2… ]

Ok, I need help.

I don’t know how to start. Ok, it’s just that I feel sad for him. I mean, why? I thought family should be selfless to each other, takng care of each other and concern about each other simply because we are family.

The sister complained to another sister about him talking on the phone with me. Hello??!! I’ve been calling him these few days. Not to say he calls me all the time. I do call him! She said, “Not sien one meh, everyday talk on the phone…” Well, if you do care about your brother, you would have realise that he’s been suffering from homesickness. And she complained that he doesn’t wash the dishes properly. Sigh. He said everyday listen to her grumbling, he rather come back or at least, move out.

I mean, its so terrible, rite? Your own brother, and you do nothing but make him feels awkward staying with his own sister. I just feel sad for him. He’s in a new environment and need time to adapt. But the family itself doesn’t not provide much help and care. Then, he said that his sister going to give birth soon and they will need more space, so he feels like a bit lamp post, so don’t really want to stay with the sister. Sigh.

I feel really sad for all these things. His studies in Aus is so not well planned and dad doesn’t seems to want to give him any allowance. His dad wants him to work there to earn his allowance. I mean, like is he stupid?? At least let him settled down, slowly adapt to the environment then only he starts to find job la. The way his dad is doing now it’s like dumping him in a foreign place and play the Survivor game. I mean, your own son and brother!! How can you be so stingy to your own family?? your sibling?? Yes, I know you want him to be independent. But isn’t he independent enough by staying alone without family’s love and care?? You never try to understand him and just judge him from your own stupid opinions. It’s just so frustrating to see his own family doesn’t really be there for him.

Selfish, I would say.

The worse part is I can do NOTHING to help him except trying my best to make him feels better.

All I know is he’s very helpless there.

*sob*

He said he emailed to his big sister already whom is the one paying for his educationi fees in Adelaide. Well, hope his sister will understand. *fingers crossed*

*pray even harder!*

I have replied that fella’s email. And I said yes. Heeheee. On the phone, I told him to check his email. He was very anxious and asked me to tell him on the spot. So I said my answer is NO. Wah, he straight away change his tone to a very sad tone. He’s like very no mood and even cried!!!! Hahaha!! Then, I told him, “Why cry? Haiyor, my email said yes wart. What for you cry?” Hehe… Then he straight away laughed and scolded me, “What the hell???!!! Who teach you to do this one???!! WHO?? WHO??” LOL.

So fun! LOL.

Currently listening to Renee Olstead - Taking a chance on love

Writing this post at this hour indicating I CAN GO ONLINE IN MY HOUSE USING MY LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*pop* *pop* *pop*

(in case you dont get it, it’s the champagne…)

YEAHHHHH!!!!!

meaning I DONT HAVE TO SEND MY LAPTOP TO THE FACTORY!!!!!!!

DOUBLE YEAHHHHH!!!!!!

the modem is in my housemate’s room, so lucky hers got wireless feature one, so I don’t have to connect using the long long cable. Hehehe!!! Just put in my wireless card, then settle!!!!! yeahhh!!!!

but then I’m having headache now. Sigh. So I think I will be off soon.

And I just got a call from a malay guy.

“Hello, sayang?”

“………… salah telefon…………”

waaaaaaahhhhh, make my headache worse and I want to puke already!!!!!!! Seriously man!!!!!!

OH MY GOD……

*puke puke puke*

WTF…

I was on the phone with that fella this morning. That guy ah, seriously and terribly suffering from homesick. Hmm. Keep telling me that he wants to come back. I also don’t know how to make him feel better. I mean, talking to him, makes him misses me more, misses KL more, misses everything more.

The other day, while I was reading newspaper…

Then he thinks it doesn’t work, so he try another way to get my attention……

Yeah… as if this will work…… stupid!

Then when I was cleaning his shits, while the balcony’s sliding door was opened, guess what?
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He thought he damn small size that I wouldn’t have notice him sneaking out!! You tell me la, is he dumb or is he dumb??!! But his expression when I caught him damn funny la, see the picture! He was like, “Ooops…!” HAHAHAHA……

p/s: I will post an entry on his sleeping poses. OK? LOL.

I still have no internet connection in my house. So either I go my friend’s house to online or internet cafe. RM2.50 per hour. Okla.

Later going to see Lazy then go college. Haih. Seriously where got ppl got class on friday nite one? somemore now saturday also… Kemayan ATC students’ got no life already…

But before all the above, I must go eat first. Freaking hungry.

I don’t know why I can’t blog properly here (internet cafe). It’s either because all the guys around me cursing while playing dota every milliseconds or all the guys around me play dota while cursing every milliseconds. (At the same time, the smallville’s theme song is playing…… ‘You gotta saveee meeeeeee, come on……’) Gosh, these guys are skilled man. I mean, milliseconds man!!

I get rashes behind my neck. So I’m dead sure that my skin allergy to those 99%silver accesories. Or whatever silver are those. Grrrrrrrrrr.

I bought Idd card last night to call the fellow in Aus. Stupid fella didn’t know the country code so I used half an hour to ask my friends how to make international call to Aus. Several attempts were failed and I was so anxious because I scared he waited for me too long already. Well, he actually waited for me for 2 and a half hour already. So once I got through, the first thing was to scold him. LOL. I also don’t know why. I was crying while screaming back at him on the phone. I think maybe I was too anxious already. And the several failed attempts almost kill me. Anyway, the rest of the conversation was ok as usual. Hehe. And he tried to sing a song he wrote. But failed miserably because I laughed from the first sentence. So he didn’t dare to sing the second sentence already. LOL. Well, I love him.

OH, the Idd card ah, very weird le. I bought RM30.00 and the first time I called the credit left was Rm34.50. Then until I called several times (which failed to get to Aus), my credit left RM 44.50. Wah, suddenly got extra RM 10. Hehe. When I told him about this, that fella said, “Good la, hehe, next time you can call me more often already!” -.-

(OH, I just heard a kid said, “What the fuck?!”. hmm. He looks like he’s just in primary school. Tsk tsk tsk!)

By the time I finished the above sentence, another “What the fuck” again.

Jy’s dad asked whether I want astro or not. As in he can help me to install everything then I just need to pay the monthly subscription. Sometimes, I feel like I’m a trash or their backup disk, they all going to migrate to Aus and those stuff that can’t bring, just give to me. Well, I got no complain thou. Heehee.

Ok, my baby Lazy is waiting for me to supply him foooood. But let me go buy some foooood for myself first. Hehe. I took lots of pictures but all is in my handphone. So just wait. Hehe.

Oh yeah, hehe, Entwined/jonkjonkhead said the best valentine’s gift is a love letter or love email. I don’t care. Considered I got one. LOL. So I freaking happy now. Hehe.

Ciao, ppl.

i’ve been thinking yesterday night after i say bye to u.. maybe we should get back together and wanted to call you to ask u la…but u not at home d.. lol… so nvm lo
thought abt this morning again, so i dunno…. i guess just try again nothing kua.. hehe
but then.. cant see for one year….. lol kinda sucky la…

COME aus.. lol

I miss u so much……

and really surprised when you told me you cried while looking at my pictures……

which tells me that you really do miss me a lot too……

Ok, let me sweep away all the spider webs first ah…….

*a minute later….*

Harlo! Miss me or not? Hehe. If not because he emails me, I wouldn’t have so desperately looking for an internet cafe. LOL. So I just finished with the email, and here I am updating my blog! JENG JENG JENG JEEEEENNNGGGGG!!!! Ppl out there, happy or not?? Ok, just say YES la.

My life is getting very very busy with assignments and lots of readings to do! I have a new plan now, that is to do one assignment everyday. Geng or not?? Don’t tease me about this coz I really determined to do one. Lecturer told us that only 40% of the intermediate students passed the exams previously. SO I WANT TO BE IN THE 40%!!!!

My new house still has no internet connection. Well, my housemates actually settled it already, just that the TM POINT PPL FREAKING SLOW, so we can’t go online. Actually I dont really mind thou, what concerns me the most is whether my laptop can go online or not. If can, fuiyoh, then I not going to send it to fix lo. Then can save my money la. Coz I must prepare some money to set up lazy’s place in my new house. Poor him, he is still in Jy’s hse. ALONE, mind you! So pitiful right? I know!! But what to do, I got class and I only going to move him when I have set up his playground. Hehe, so he can stay comfortably with me.

Oh, guess what? Jy’s dad actually offered to help me! Gosh, I was so freaking happy as he asked me to give him my new address so he can come over and have a look. Then he can plan for me and fetch me to go buy whatever I need!! So nice right?? Well, on second thought, I think he just want the cat to leave asap. Hehe.

After this, I will be going to see Lazy. Feed him and accompany him. So sad la him. Okla, I don’t feel like blogging already. I WANT TO GO SEE LAZY!!!!

Happy Valentine’s Day for those who are happily coupled and I will avoid the whole world by locking myself in the room. *Sob*

Oh that reminds me, yday our lecturer actually said this, “I get request from some students who claimed that they don’t have any valentines, to ask all of you girls who are available and free on valentine’s day pls leave your names and phone numbers.”

and she went on and said, “Hey, I’m serious la!”

Hehe.

Aiya, wish all the couples happily coupling while the singles happily spending time with their pets.

Ciao!

( i want comments!!! LOL!)

p/s: will write about how i feel for his departure. (note to self!)