GeneralFebruary 2, 2006 11:54 pm

Thanks to Jojo for letting me know about this. It is reported that the attack is launched through email attachments and etc. That means I have to go offline before midnight, which is like 20 minutes left. Well, I have to wake up early tomorrow anyway. So fine.

This one is kinda weird to me.

General, Lazy the cat 5:11 am

I like his style of writing and his humour and his… well, he’s a bit cute also. Kurtlow.com

I’ve been using my bro’s laptop for 5 hours already and it’s not even warm yet. If for my laptop, I think the keyboard is burning hot already. As in literally hot. Yeap, my laptop is dying. How I hope I can just throw it into the dustbin. Stupid junk.

And guess what? I’m using dial up. LOL. Aaron said it’s more expensive. What the heck la. I don’t really care (plus I don’t really know anything about the phone or internet rates). Just wait till my grandma’s reaction when she sees the tm net bill. While I’m already back in KL. Hehe.

Well, I hate the reason she loves me. So I have decided not to talk to her anymore. Except when I can’t find the house key or when she gives me money then I have to say “thank you”. I still got manners.

Bought ticket. Reaching KL around 2pm something. Anyone willing to pick me up from Kl central or not? Come on. So stingy meh??

Oh yeah, yesterday I was just webcam-ing with Lazy. LOL.


I can’t wait to send Lazy for a groomming session once I’m back.

Nothing much la. Sien only. Better off la. I start hearing weird noises already.

General 3:07 am

I saw this advertisement and I really like it. You can see this drug advertisement in any singapore tv channels by a drug-free singapore media campaign.

It goes with a young man who meets up with a drug dealer.

Young man: “Is there any stock?”
Drug dealer: “Yes.”
Young man: “How much?”
Drug dealer: “It costs $50……… plus your freedom, your family, your friends, your dignity, your privacy and bla bla bla (I don’t remember already)…”

While the drug dealer goes on “plus what what what what..”, images of the young man slowly losing everything are shown. Of course, including his life in jail.

The headline reads: “Taking drugs, can you pay the costs?”
(something around there la, will edit it after I see the commercial again, ok?)

Thoughts, Friends 1:10 am

I drafted this before CNY. But I haven’t really finish it. I scared I will forget my feelings about this if I still leave this post aside. Warning : I am freaking pissed about what happened. So think twice before you scroll down? (Well, I don’t really care.) So here goes.

I was out the other day with my two old friends. They are considered as a couple, I guess. Well, unofficial one. You know, both of them know they are each other’s special someone but they don’t really make it offical in front of the friends. As in no hold hands and etc in front of us. But they always appear like siamese twins.

We were shopping in Times Square the whole afternoon. But I didn’t know why we hardly have any conversation. I was trying hard to create a friendly atmosphere that we used to have during the old times which I don’t have to intentionally create back then.

I mean, what happen?

I’m tired of being the only one to cheer everyone up everytime. I’m tired of always making lame jokes just to bring laughters to everyone. I’m tired of being the only one who talk about everything just to make sure we all don’t trap in silence.

What the fuck?!

I came all the way just to see your gloomy faces meh?! Might as well I just go OU to shop myself. More enjoyable than going out with both of you la.

If both of you want to pak toh then don’t ask me out la. Stupid one la. I know I asked you out but use your brain a bit la. Why you asked him out also?! I mean, spend some time with your good old friend also cannot meh? He doesn’t come along will die meh?? I also never ask him to come. Stupid.

Come already then abandon me. This is really pissing me off man. Said already go shopping TOGETHER mah. Went into a shop then when you guys left to the next shop never bother to tell me. What the fuck??!!! So freaking terrible, rite?? Then I had to call you guys and asked where are you. Damn you la! Both of you!!

Then you never bother to talk to me. You saw a nice shirt then you went and ask him. Okla, fine. Nothing is wrong here. But dammit! Ask me also cannot meh?? I mean, Hello??? I’m a girl here. You ask me better than ask him la. Or at least talk to me la. You suppose to go shopping with ME, remember??? I’m not saying you MUST ask my opinion. But my point is we are shopping together mah. He’s not planning to do shopping also. You focus your attention on HIM only. It’s like WHAT THE FUCK??!!

Treat me like I was invisible. Dammit.

I was damn pissed. Freaking pissed!

How could you!!! You are my oldest best friend!!!

If you were having a bad mood, YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM la!!! What the hell man?! Totally wasting my time!! I tried to cheer you up. For god sake. We seldom see each other and I tried to make it up to you by asking you out. I tried to bring up a relax and cheerful atmosphere. And all you did was this?! Somemore asked him out also!!! I was planning to spend some quality time with you ONLY lo!!!! You brought him along also nevermind. I mean, he is my best friend also. But you totally treat me like I’m invisible like that. Never pay attention to me. Fine la, made me feel like a freaking big fat lamp post!! WTH!!! Both of you happy lo walked in front and even behind me!!! Left me walking alone!!

HAIYERRRRR!!!!! Now I think back makes me VERY ANGRY NOW LAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!

And all my grammars all wrong already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK LAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I seriously damn pissed when they abandoned me to another shop. Without telling me?! Until I had to CALL them!! WTF! ARGH!!!!! This one really made me pissed the most!!! VERY VERY VERY PISSED!!!!

I swore to myself on my way home that I WILL NEVER GO OUT WITH BOTH OF YOU ANYMORE!!!

So fucking irresponsible, selfish and unthoughtful.

Wah, suddenly all my anger come back already.

*deep breath*

FINEEEEEEE, I go eat my lychee pudding!!!! Hmph!! Got nata de coco one ar!!! You got or not???? Don’t have le??? And you know why??? BECAUSE YOU ARE SUCH A BAD CREATURE!!!! BOTH OF YOU!!!!! So I’m the nice person can eat nata de coco!!!!!!!

Blerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! *with saliva spreading on both of yours fuckng face!!!!*