ThoughtsFebruary 20, 2006 8:26 pm

I don’t know how to start. Ok, it’s just that I feel sad for him. I mean, why? I thought family should be selfless to each other, takng care of each other and concern about each other simply because we are family.

The sister complained to another sister about him talking on the phone with me. Hello??!! I’ve been calling him these few days. Not to say he calls me all the time. I do call him! She said, “Not sien one meh, everyday talk on the phone…” Well, if you do care about your brother, you would have realise that he’s been suffering from homesickness. And she complained that he doesn’t wash the dishes properly. Sigh. He said everyday listen to her grumbling, he rather come back or at least, move out.

I mean, its so terrible, rite? Your own brother, and you do nothing but make him feels awkward staying with his own sister. I just feel sad for him. He’s in a new environment and need time to adapt. But the family itself doesn’t not provide much help and care. Then, he said that his sister going to give birth soon and they will need more space, so he feels like a bit lamp post, so don’t really want to stay with the sister. Sigh.

I feel really sad for all these things. His studies in Aus is so not well planned and dad doesn’t seems to want to give him any allowance. His dad wants him to work there to earn his allowance. I mean, like is he stupid?? At least let him settled down, slowly adapt to the environment then only he starts to find job la. The way his dad is doing now it’s like dumping him in a foreign place and play the Survivor game. I mean, your own son and brother!! How can you be so stingy to your own family?? your sibling?? Yes, I know you want him to be independent. But isn’t he independent enough by staying alone without family’s love and care?? You never try to understand him and just judge him from your own stupid opinions. It’s just so frustrating to see his own family doesn’t really be there for him.

Selfish, I would say.

The worse part is I can do NOTHING to help him except trying my best to make him feels better.

All I know is he’s very helpless there.

*sob*

He said he emailed to his big sister already whom is the one paying for his educationi fees in Adelaide. Well, hope his sister will understand. *fingers crossed*

*pray even harder!*

Something like love 12:32 am

I have replied that fella’s email. And I said yes. Heeheee. On the phone, I told him to check his email. He was very anxious and asked me to tell him on the spot. So I said my answer is NO. Wah, he straight away change his tone to a very sad tone. He’s like very no mood and even cried!!!! Hahaha!! Then, I told him, “Why cry? Haiyor, my email said yes wart. What for you cry?” Hehe… Then he straight away laughed and scolded me, “What the hell???!!! Who teach you to do this one???!! WHO?? WHO??” LOL.

So fun! LOL.

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