ThoughtsMarch 26, 2006 5:55 pm

I just happened to come across this and all I wanted to say is I feel sorry for you. Hope you and your wife stay strong and together.

And there’s a comment by Heather Meadows. She wrote a poem which I find very thoughtful, moving and beautiful.

    I Miss You

    little fingers
    bunchy with skin
    stubby, flailing, grasping
    little toes pointing out of fat feet
    little heels kicking at air
    joints bent tightly, fresh from the womb
    tiny wisps of hair on your head
    huge watery eyes squinting as you smile
    your untrained face following mine
    I love you
    I want to hold you close
    protect you
    teach you what little I know
    let you teach me
    kiss your soft skin
    brush your soft hair
    play with your fingers
    I miss you
    my child who will never be

For Cheeto.

Family 5:16 pm

Juicy KISSES to you!!

I used to hate you so much that I felt like it was the end.

When you nearly suffocated me by asking so much from me, I though you never loved me.

That’s when I was young and stupid.

That’s when I never use my brain to think.

That’s when I never learn to appreciate how much you have sacrificed for me.

That’s when I blamed you for not understand my naive thinking.

But, I realise how lucky I am as I grow up and started to use my brain to think.

To have you by myside.

I wouldn’t have be a better person now.

If you have not educated me the way you did.

It’s a blessing.

Having you to cook my favourite meals for me.

Having you to point out my mistakes instead by a stranger.

Having you whenever I need skincare products and cosmetics.

Having you to dance with me.

Having you to go shopping with me and pay the bills.

Having you to fix everything that I tear or break.

Having you to help me press my pimples.

Having you to settle things when I dont want to do it myself.

Well, it’s a double blessing.

Having me as a daughter, isn’t it?

To shop with you and give opinions on the clothes you pick.

To entertain you when nobody does.

To help you scold sister when she is being annoying-ly lazy.

To help you buy wtv things you want from KL.

To accompany you to your dance classes.

Now, I can’t think of anything else that I can do for you.

It’s so little compare to the things you have done for me.

*slaps head*

Anyway, you know I still love you like nobody business!

Happy Birthday, MoM!!

I HEART YOU, BABE!

*I half conciously msged my mom ten o’clock in the morning as I was still sleeping. She replied three o’clock in the afternoon and said this.

“Jt woke up, yah?” (Jt = just)

“Woke up at ten. You just woke up, is it?” I replied.

Then, there’s no reply till now. -.-

I think it’s going to take another 5 hours for her to reply.