I’ve been catching up with a friend quite often lately. He used to have more-than-friends feeling towards me back then. But things didnt really work out and we kinda stop contact with each other for quite sometime.
I like him. As in he is a nice guy. We can talk about anything. We can really TALK about things. We share our opinions and interests. It’s really comfortable just talking to him.
I asked, “What song will you choose as a dedication for me?”
“Gwen Stefani - Cool.” He said.
Straight away there’s this feeling emerged. It’s like a mutual understanding between us. It’s like ‘Ahhhh… I understand’.
- It’s hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It’s good to see you now with someone else
And it’s such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we’ve been through
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we’re still the same
After all that we’ve been through
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool
Yeah, I know we’re cool
And I’ll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we’re hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we’ve been
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool
- A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight
It’s only you and me
The miles just keep rolling
As the people leave their way to say hello
I’ve heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
Things might be different if my answer was different back then. I used to wonder that.
But no use of keep turning back, right? We, human must look forward. That’s what we do to keep ourself sane.
It’s weird. There’s a feeling of lost. In the sense that I’m not the special one anymore. To him.
Selfish? I know. Lol. 
But I miss his shoulder. And his hug. Which I cried on it once.
Now is the moment where you normally will curse like hell for making the wrong choice.
