Documentary of Charleybean

It’s 31st already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 1 s t

oh come on. Don’t tell me you forget about it?

It’s the Baskin Robbin discount day!!!!

Must buy must buy must buy must buy must buy!!!!

Cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait…

*drools*

Oh yeah, I’m downloading all The Beatles’ albums. Yes, ALL.

Listening to them reduce my stress level and I even feel better compare to earlier.

Love, love me do
You know I love you
I’ll always be true
so please, love me do
oh, love me do

It’s 3.15am and I really really feel like munching something.

But I have nothing left. I mean snacks.

*Look at the cat*

Yuck. I want something light. Not 100% calories, fat and cholesterol.

Argh. FOooooood……

I just want to talk to somebody. Someone. Anyone.

But its either everyone seems to be busy or I have NO FRIENDS.

*sob* I think is the latter. Seriously.

Maybe because I never bother to stay in touch with my friends. That’s why they left me.

*Sob* *Sob* *Sob*

So I end up playing snooker. Online somemore. Don’t even have kakis to play for real. *CRIES*

(well, not to say I know how to play the real snooker anyway. -.-)

Ok, one game then I head to my books again.

Just came back from a dinner with some old friends from A-levels. It was fun to chill out with these people after such a long time.

And I almost forget how great it is to have them as friends. They bring back the laughters and memories.

Me eating nasi lemak without sambal.

Me drinking dahl soup.

Me reacting slower than the rest.

We went to Mama chop and papa’s grill nearby subang airport. After dinner and chit-chatting, we moved on to subang parade for ice creams. We wanted Baskin Robbins at first, but changed our mind to Friday’s dessert!

We ordered mud pie, brownie and chocolate fudge cake. The dessert session was totally sinful.

I ordered a glass of Strawberry something, similar to the Strawberry Splash in Italiannies.

I think Subang parade’s TGIF is much nicer decorated than the one in One Utama.

We were just talking and talking. Nothing special but it was fun.

It was actually great to me. They made my night.

Background music: Corrine Bailey Rae - Put your records on

I was looking at the rain.

It wouldn’t stop.

And then I heard a soft rustling sound.

Baby, don’t cry. I’ll wash away the pain.

It is for you, my darling.

My tears are gone.

But the rain never stops.

For I still feel pain.

I’m still looking at the rain.

Wondering how does it look like.

Pearls or threads?

Baby, I will stop now.

Don’t turn back, my darling.

And then I smile.

For the rain has stop.

Yet the sky remains beautiful as it was.

It’s for you. For you, my darling.

Just noticed I haven’t been post up something which I can categorize under Happiness for quite a while.

Talked to my old friend, Tsuay, just minutes ago. Feel better. Yet still feel slightly terrible and lost. But better.

It will be fine. It will.

Had a good cry. A cosy conversation. A nice comforter to wrap myself up. From the reality.

And with good music.

I’m still the Bean. But rather disturbed right now.

Currently listening to Fiona Apple - Slow like honey.

Though dreams can be deceiving

when fantasy and reality lie too far apart…

It’s drizzling out there. I like to smell the fresh air when it’s raining at my balcony.

So clean.

And the cold breeze.

There is new life out there. New hopes.

Rains mark a new beginning. A clean start.

That’s why I love rains.

*Things to be settled before or after exam:

A. To laundry shop
1. dirty clothes piled up more than one week
2. bedsheets, comforter
3. bag

B. In fridge
1. longans
2. juices
3. man taos

C. In room
1. burn all law books
2. finish up my chic-lits, fictions and junk food
3. sort out all the burned cds
4. clean up my mini jungle

D. The cat
1. bathe the cat manually or leave it to the expert
2. find whoever can keep Lazy while I’m away for 3 months

E. The store
1. Fresh cherries

*subject to be altered and damaged.

Is it only me or what?

I keep getting weird ppl adding me in MSN. With chinese nicknames. After translated to English, it goes something like this: Hey! Visit my blog at xxxxx.xxxx.xxxx.

GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Annoying shit.

Nowadays what also kena spam. Ish.

And I hate hotmail. Lots of junk mails which they don’t put under JunkMail Box. Argh. And always lose my emails.

Lucky I changed to Gmail.

You really can’t do it?

Are you very sure?

No regrets?

But why?

You do know it’s your fault, right?

Then do something!

Maybe it will be better.

You don’t want to be such a loser, right?

You still have your dreams, right?

Don’t you remember them?

You can do better.

Grow up already.