Just want to conclude my current state as I think I have reach a certain point in my life.
1. I just finish my first year LLB external exams yesterday. Now, 3 months holiday. Then, result comes out around end of Aug. When the time comes, I will have to consider what will be the next step to take in my life. To continue studying law, or to change course?
2. My dad ‘announced’ that it’s time for us to take a family photo. I think because me and my bro are going back this holiday. So he finally able to grab the chance.
Now, I have to get a ‘proper’ dress.
(my mom said I should, so was she implying that I don’t have any?)
3. My dad is getting me an Ipod Video for my 20th birthday this year which is this coming 23th. Well, actually I have to get it myself in KL before I go back my hometown. Actually I never ask for it, and if you want to know why, click here! Well, it just that my bro is not here in Kl to surprise me as he went back one week earlier than me. You know how I used to teach my friend to remember my bday?
- “It’s easy! 2 x 3 = 6. So it’s 23th of June!”

5. I just broke up with my bf. If you just so want to ask, I wanted it that way. And I’m relieved after making that decision.
(p/s: I’m not sad at all. So no need to feel sad for me, ok?
)
6. I still love Coffee bean.
7. It’s been nearly 2 years since I last went back to Sabah. I had 2 months holiday after my A-levels but I didn’t go back. There are reasons contributed to that. I was escapist. I knew some of them have changed. My friends, no longer who they used to be and I just didn’t want to face it while some of them were not there. It’s not about me made new friends in Kl and I tend to let go the old friends. No! It never was, it will never be. I just felt that nobody cares anymore. And I just didn’t want to put myself in that awkward position. If you want to ask ‘How ’bout your family? Didn’t you want to see them?’ Of course I do! But my parents asked me to stay in Kl for my holiday. They come to Kl quite often anyway. So I agreed. Well, this time, I’m going back and I’m excited! Coz all I wanted is to spend more time with my family, myself and enjoy my holiday my way! 
Ok, that’s all currently. May add sth else if I remember.
