I just feel like writing something about my friends.
Coz currently I’m filled with joy and gratitude coz I have great friends!
Well, I wouldn’t say I have lots of friends. But I would say that the friends that I have now, they fill up the gaps in my life just perfectly. Neither too much nor too little. Just perfect.
And I love them!
I was reading newspaper earlier and saw the news about malaysian tourist in China involved in a bus crash.
‘Omg, Fj is in China!!!!!!’
Ran and got the phone… SMS her!
She replied a while later and told me she’s fine.
As you can tell, she is one of the very few friends I really care about.
In the previous post, I mentioned I went out with some friends. I’m really glad that He Xiang, Aaron and Cheng Heng still remember me. I had a great night and I’m really looking forward to go out with them another time.
I know myself that I’m very picky in choosing friends. As in I don’t easily let other people in. Maybe that’s one of the reasons I don’t keen on keeping in touch with other people because I see myself so insignificant and others will not remember me. I don’t even bother to catch up with most of my ex-classmates whom I really very closed to back then, except few of them.
I hate the realization of the fact that people do change inevitably. Today she may look like she’s sincere and honest to you, but tomorrow, you will realize she’s been taking you for granted and stab you hard from the behind when you are not looking. Sad, isn’t it?
Maybe that’s why I tend to keep myself distance from others. Typical cancerian.
Who knows what might happen one year later? Will we still be friends or not? Who would have thought that when me and Amanda were so close back then, now I’m not talking to her anymore?
Seriously, after that incident, whenever I thought about Amanda, I was like ‘Fuck la’.
How I wish that I can just wipe away the bad memories.
Sigh. And she doesn’t even know I’m not talking to her anymore.
You can call me a coward for not daring enough to say ‘Bitch! Because you suck, we are not friends anymore!’ right in front of her face.
But throughout that period, I am grateful that I have friends, true friends, who stand by me and lend me a hand when I was weak and hurted.
FJ:
I remembered there was once I called you, without having to tell you what actually happened first, I just cried and cried while you just listened patiently and comforting me.
Even though you thought something wrong happened to jy, which was not, but for being by my side, I want to say THANK YOU, MY DEAR. I really appreciate that we met and become good friends.
Words are so limited to describe how I feel about our friendship. But I know you will understand that you play an important role in my life as one of my true friends.
Wai Yee and Jing En:
We knew each other for not long yet you(Wai Yee) are a friendly person inside despite of your quiet outlook and you(Jing En) are a very smart girl yet a sweet and humble at the same time. I don’t know what will it be in the next few months time, but I really hope that we can still be friends and when I write another post about my friends, I can still talk about you girls. Take care, my dears!
He Xiang:
I still remember the way we met. Because of the A-level play and I needed your expertise. But after that, we kinda not contacting each other anymore and just merely meet occasionally along with other friends.
I really feel it’s amazing that now, we can be friends. Not because of you were whose somebody and I was whose somebody anymore. Just me and you. We are friends and I really glad that I asked you out to watch the play.
And again, you made my day when we were out with Aaron and Cheng Heng just now. Well, actually you all made my day and I know I mentioned this not the first time already. Just want to say I really like you a lot. You are a nice girl. Like what Cheng Heng said, we will do this more often when I come back!
San:
We knew each other since high school. I still remembered the moments when we just chat through the whole night during camps. I still can hear the laughters and craziness.
Whenever I need help, I know I can count on you. You will try your best to help me and support me. And I hope I did the same to you and I will still do.
Andrew:
Isn’t it indescribable on how we have become friends and still do after all these years? I know I can just whine non-stop in front of you and you will do nothing but make me laugh. You put the smile back on my face everytime I cry to you. The image of me went to your seat and sat on the floor beside you in the middle of a class is still so vivid in my mind. I was crying and I don’t want anybody to see. You took a book and covered my face. That moment, I smiled. Because of your gentleness and you know exactly that I should just cry and let go my sorrow. You understand. And I love you for that.
Jamie and Rose:
Thank you for being such a caring, understanding, helpful and lovely darlings. I know I’m not the best roommate in the world but you girls are my best roommates.
Meng Tsuay and Lui Lui:
Very funny how we click to each other despite of the age gap. I’m really happy that you girls never forget to meet up with me whenever you girls come to Kl. Although we are no longer housemates, we still manage to keep this friendship till now and I’m really grateful. A short 6 months of moments together, yet it’s a memorable one. Thanks for calling me and give some encouragements when I was so stressed up during my exams. You girls are more like sisters to me. Taking care of me and guide me. Thank you for being there.
I just realize this is like a thank-you speech. But I hope you guys know that I really appreciate you all. You guys make me realized that I’m loved by good people and painted my life with wonderful colours!
