Knowing you wanting me to apologize is not really a nice feeling to bear with. You never say it out but the silence tells it all. I don’t feel that I have done anything wrong at the first place. I always struggle whether to be me or to be the me that u want me to be. But I can sense the repercussions of being the real me. And that always make me wonder how deep is you love? How much can u bear? Can you tell whether I am actually feeling sorry or I just apologize to ease the tension?

Are you loving me right? Or are you loving me for yourself?