My eyes are tired and hurting. I can see legislations are floating in the air around the room.

Breaking Benjamin is awesome! Although I only heard of Diary of Jane. And I can’t stop singing it. Like a broken record player. Yea la, I know they’ve been singing for few years and I am so out for just knowing them now. Worse, I only know one song. Haha. This means that I’m not bias to anyone! I don’t support singers blindly!

What do you do when you are in a bad mood or feeling depressed? Maybe because you hate someone but you just can’t say it and that person just don’t get the hint and constantly annoys you? Or maybe because your tutor returned two assignments that you did and gave you another two new assignments again ? Or maybe because your cat rather look at his food than you? Or your cat’s bells that you hung around his neck because he looks so damn cute with it, is starting to test your patience? Or you just don’t know what to eat for dinner?

I will either:
- watch futurama to get a good laugh at how sarcastic Bender the robot is
- watch criminal minds to get more depressed
- drink milo
- drink orange juice
- eat chocolate
- sleep
- cry
- listen to songs that I addictively listen to at that moment
- still do assignments
- read the very few blogs in my bloglines list
- check is there anything to download
- clean Lazy’s shit pool and playground
- wash laundry if I really have to
- drive out to mamak for sup kambing
- play with or massage Lazy, again, if I really have to
- eat keropok leko
- drink wintermelon juice
- eat honeydew

I feel very tired mentally since college started even before the holidays ended. It’s a love and hate feeling. Deprived yet contented feeling. Empty yet occupied. So complicated.