been thinking about him here and there. not what we did. just him. it makes me emo sometimes, especially late in the middle of the night as ive been staying up late these days to study. how do u define getting over it? not thinking about someone or ready for a new one? or even both? im taking my own sweet time, but i think its gonna be a long one.

hsemates are going for a 3 days makan-makan trip down south in april. dropping by at everyone’s hometown. which is one month before my first paper. so i painfully rejected the invitation. all the fun n food im gonna miss. sniff. not to mention im gonna be alone at home.

have i mention that my hsemates brought back a kitten around 3 weeks ago? now she’s gone coz hsemate’s fren adopted her. Evonne, her name. she is such an attention seeker, maybe coz she’s just few months old. lazy was annoyed coz she ate his food, and slept in his small house and always wanted to sleep with him when he was sleeping. lol. so manja. she wanted to play with lazy. but lazy being lazy, doesn’t like interruption when he’s taking his nap. so there’s once, i saw him trying to bite her. u know, like madagscar, the lion too hungry n almost bit the donkey, but stop right there? yea, something like that. not to mention that lazy is like 10 times bigger in size than her. lazy can just crush her anytime and anywhere.

lazy is constantly going out everyday, then comes back before dinner. this current situation kinda makes me miss him more. coz when i want to play with him, ill have to wait for him to come back. i mean, what on earth the world has turn to?! owner waits for pet to be home. tsk tsk.

college has been more interesting coz of the scandals randomly created, lol, nah… coz we know more friends lately. nice friends. but the stress level has drastically increased and out of the chart. trying hard to cope and keep to my schedule, which i am way behind right now. *breathe*

not to say that im unsociable, just that for me there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary, and according to my horoscope, this is part of the apparent contradiction in a cancerian nature. i find my personalities very contradicting among themselves. some ppl who don’t know me that well, tend to think that im a serious type of person who can’t take jokes and have fun. but actually i can be serious and have fun also.

and last thing, my hsemate put salt in my water bottle the other day. T.T