Documentary of Charleybean

I brought my laptop along with some stuff to read for every subject. Was thinking aiya today saturday maybe i’ll just go starbucks and study while online until 1am.

never in a million years I would have thought that my laptop couldn’t go online in starbucks. i have wireless card which works properly and… hello? starbucks?? everyone CAN ONLINE in starbucks!

i was devastated… fine lo… then just concentrate on my studies and listen to songs.

and around 45 mins later, i heard the familiar sound of my msn connected!

my first reaction was to push all the textbook, pencil case and notes far far away and pulled my laptop closer to me.

hahhahahahhaa finally i can online and im blogging!

okla coz i was too excited that i can finally online so i JUST HAVE to blog about this.

and i feel damn funny when i thought of my first response when i heard the DENG DENG!

LOL.

suddenly feel so awake… hahahha

So my dearest friend managed to make me said “okla i will go to class tmr.”

2-9pm. *faints*

suddenly i feel so warmth and loved because all of them are so sweet and nice enough to photocopy notes for me when I was too lazy(and still) to go to classes.

“So come tmr to hug us all!”

LOL

to be honest, i was too depressed to go to college these past few days. that’s why me being me, hid at home, didn’t want to see anyone and emo with myself.

not to say that im not feeling depress or stressful about exam anymore, but i feel slightly better now. More like… motivated. well, no matter how devastated i am, i will never give up before exam. coz i think its the stupidest thing to do in the world. besides, if others can do it, why not me?

ahhh… after talking to fj makes me feel alive again! i love my girls to bits!