Documentary of Charleybean

three more papers to go in less than 2 weeks time.

ahhh…. didnt really study much … whatever la …

jy never tell his sister about our break up until few days ago, his aunt told his sister, then his sister asked me about it.

so i told her la… and about him having a new gf two weeks after the break up… lol

not being bitchy or mean. just feel that if she wants to know, might as well tell the whole story la rite… besides, by telling the truth, will save the assumption that it was my fault…

yeap because it’s not my fault at all that caused the break up, so i told his sister about his new gf.

bleh… take that bastard!

lol

im not being jealous or what la to be honest. just that it amazed me when this moment u said u love me, and two weeks later, ‘oh, im in love with someone else’.

irresponsible as i always said. for getting into a new rship w/o going through ur mistakes first. and by knowing that you are not mature and not prepared yet.

its been awhile and i dont feel angry or any emotion about him anymore. just that his sister suddenly brought it up and i was surprised that he didnt tell his sister.

he seriously didnt handle this matter properly.

ah well, just that i feel weird about what i told his sister. like sour grape only. but actually im not. hmmm… dont care la… haha… not my concern anymore.

supposed to bathe lazy twice a week. but because im really busy. i only managed to bathe him once a week. which is like not good? and i supposed to bring him to the vet 15 days after the last visit, but again, i didnt. financial n physical problems.

slowly getting addicted to online shopping. thanks to ahem fj ahem… coz im a very lazy person… so being able to view the stuff online w/o feeling guilty of going out to shopping mall and takes FEW hours break from study, is comforting. lol

im going to tioman after exams with my roommate! weeeeeee!! and this year bday, i hope i able to make my dad buy me a new handphone!!! woot!!!! omg, i hope he seriously dont take the kancil as my bday present already…. omg… otherwise really super zha dou lo…. then i have to save up money to buy one, if i really want a new hp so badly…

ahh ok till then. heroes heroes! have to wait till season 2…. criminal minds season 3 too… hmmm how long le…

syler didnt die…. ahhhh ceh…

Sometimes when you are asleep, and I look at you, I feel peace and contented.

The most important is, it’s ok if I have lost everything, it’s ok that he doesn’t love me anymore, it’s ok that ppl dislikes me, it’s ok that friends are no longer faithful and it’s ok that luck has abandoned me.

Because as long as I have you, things are not that bad actually. At least, you are one of the good things in my life.

I am not alone.

Brought Lazy to vet yesterday. One shot settled all his wounds. But mainly is his limping and his tail’s skin problem. The whole thing costed me Rm101.00 included a cone which is Rm16 to prevent him from licking his wound on his leg.

Rm101. Just a cat. Rm101. He is just a cat. Rm101. 3 types of tablets and cream. Rm101. It costed me freaking Rm101.

After the vet, I brought him for grooming coz wanted to make sure he is clean before starting his medication. So that’s another Rm60.

And I got his tail shaved in the vet. Coz of the skin problem and it’s difficult to clean his tail as the dirt will stick to his fur. I asked them to leave some at the end of the tail so it looks like a lion’s tail. Hehe.

So now he is temporary staying inside the house and with the cone around his neck, he basically can’t go out. The cone blocks his way to anywhere which I am definately very please with. I don’t have to worry about him and let him wanders in the house freely. But then, maybe because of the side effect of the tablets, he basically sleeps 23hours and 40 minutes. The 20 minutes - he eats, shits, pees, changes position to sleep, trying to get off his cone, sleeps, sleeps, sleeps and sleeps. Which is another thing that I’m very pleasant with as he is not noisy anymore and I can do my stuff in peace.

Now I feel so much better coz Lazy is inside the house under my control and I dont have to guard him all the times as he can’t go through the gate with the cone preventing him from doing so. I feel good for him as now he can sleep anywhere in the living room, which is cleaner than his place at the inner garden.

Maybe I will never take down the cone. Since it does so much good to both of us. Hehe.

family is always the best.

as everyone is already has their own position and role in this tiny circle.

and everyone fits in well.

as usual we don’t visit friends but friends visit us.

we don’t gamble.

so we watched tv and shopped most of the time.

dad bought me a 2nd hand 2yrs old kancil. coz bro took back his kenari and dad thinks I definately need a car.

i have to take a bus ride down south and drive the little kancil back to kl. It’s ok coz I’ll do anything to get a car.

Got Lazy to the vet and apparently there’s no fungal infection on his tail but rather just allergy coz his tail is way too dirty. No application of medicine, just some tablets will do the trick.

But he’s been extreme annoying but running away every night and comes back home in the morning with dirt and dust. I tried to wipe his face with wet tissue and he still looks like someone just wiped his face with charcoal.

I thought things will be different once his balls were off but apparently this is just the beginning.

I’m came back to kl on tues (20/2) and my hsemates are coming back today. No more freedom and quiet environment.

Had a dinner with my long distance bro from Semenyih and watched Ghost Rider. The movie was good yet not good enough. It can be more exciting and shocking.

Been watching Heroes lately. Hiro Nakamura! “I come in peace!” He is so adorable!

Recently, Lazy has a minor skin infection on his tail. So there are some red spots here and there. His tail’s fur also fallen off. The new groomer that we went to was very nice to apply this japanese branded gel, which she reckoned to be very effective, on Lazy for free. That one small bottle costs RM67.00. With that amount I can buy 6 packs of tuna flavoured Whiskas for the fat cat. But I really like their services, very caring and concerned. So I’m planning to send Lazy to them for boarding as I will not be available during CNY. One of my friends suggested to send Lazy over to a vet nearby, which to be honest, I don’t really feel comfortable with. It’s just different. Somemore with the skin infection, I will be less worry if Lazy is under the groomer’s care.

Anyway, the infection is due to unhygienic environment. So right after we got home from the groomer, I straight away cleaned up Lazy’s small garden/space, brushed the floor and fed him well. He’s one lucky pet, isn’t it?

Can see that he’s extremely unhappy with the cone especially the color! Haha! If you manage to see clearly that the cone slowly became dirty coz the pictures are taken at different days.

He was so traumatized when I put on the cone for the first time coz he basically can’t see anything except what’s in front. So when I pat his back or touched him, he would get so tensed and walked away from whichever direction my hand was.

I JUST GOT LAZY CRASTRATED!

It was a very long planned decision yet no time to carry out until last Saturday.

I felt regret the moment we arrived the clinic. Damn worried and felt so heartache that my naughty baby had to suffer such pain. But when I thought of all the pee-ing and shit-ing around the house will be stop once and for all. I was like “Go ahead, doc!”.

But no doubt I was damn worried and I even questioned the doctor’s ability to handle the surgery as he was alone at the clinic. He was like “no problem!” and I was like “yeah right…”, “sure or not…”.

Because Lazy had separated testicles, so the doctor had to remove the inner testicle by making an opening (is this the right way to say it?) below his stomach. The usual castration only takes 5-10 minutes because the testicles only being removed through the back side, which somewhere near the butt hole. But because one of Lazy’s testicles was abnormally inner to the abdomen(?), so the whole process will take a longer time,1-2 hours to accurately locate the abnormal testicle and remove it.

Ok anyway, I’m not being cruel trying to take away Lazy’s machoism or masculine features/personalities/styles/whatever. It’s just that when our regular veterinarian diagnosised that Lazy had separated testicles (some phenomenon which I forgot), he advised us to get them removed as the inner one, which was nearer to the body temperature might become cancerous and Lazy will die. So after much dilly-dally, finally one year later, Lazy is now cancer risk-free.

But I have to keep an eye on him coz the stitches have yet to be removed. So must make sure he doesn’t jump or does any danger stunts. I changed his litter box to a small one and put newspaper instead of litter sand because there might be a chance the sand will stick to his wound and if that really happens, then he’s screwed.

When he first got home, he was still under the effect of anaesthetics. So I had to put him lying on newspapers coz he couldn’t urinate properly and wet one side of his body. Reminded me of my late grandpa who had similar problem coz he was on wheel chair. So sad. He’s like lying there on his urine yet he couldn’t feel or move. Just staring at me, looking blur and lost. I’m talking about Lazy, by the way.

So there’s this capsules that I have to force it down his throat twice a day. But where got cat willingly compromise with such order? So I pour out the medicine from the capsules and mix the medicine with milk and feed him. At first, it was a brilliant idea as Lazy surrenders to milk. But it was a rather stupid idea in the end as the milk caused him to produce fluid poop which we all know this phenomenon better as diarrhea. So I had to clean up the mess and it didn’t help at all when Lazy stepped on his own poop. But lucky I got newspapers all over the area for such possible situation and those newspaper came in handy in the end. See, no harm being organised, systematic and prepared. So, no more milk.

I remember last time my bunny loved milk as well. He always stole it from Lazy’s pot when I let him out to play and poor Lazy just stared at Mr. bunny from far because my dear cat was afraid of my dear bunny. Amazing, isn’t it?

Anyway, the only thing I’m worrying of currently is that Lazy might lick his wound which according to an article, it’s not good coz his tongue might have germs and causes infection on the wound. So I made this cone shaped collar using manila cards (pink color!) and stapled around his neck. He looked like a clown. But he obviously doesn’t like it and always tries to remove it by walking side by side to the wall or going through his cage door. So he managed to spoil the last one. Now he is collar-less and I’m worry.

His bells were removed before the surgery. Gonna put them up again when I remember coz I left them in my car. I have to bring Lazy back to the clinic one week after the surgery to remove stitches. But I’m going to penang. So we will see then.

Such a long post on Lazy. Major update on him. I don’t really dare to hug him yet. So scared of hurting his wound or causing the stitches to break. Ewww.

Brought Lazy to this new grooming shop for their launch last Saturday. Just to let him have some fun.

Ok, honestly, it’s because there’s some poo sticked on his butt fur and I was really lazy to bath him and so happen the shop offers half price for grooming this month, so yeah.

They gave a door gift which is small piece of scarf for each pet. I chose the red one coz it’s just look more matching to his orange-ish gingery fur. It looks more like a napkin on him. I left him there and went off to Ikano to buy his litter sand and food coz they were grooming a golden retriever and Lazy will have to wait for one hour until his turn.

By the time I went back to the shop, there were more people with more pets. Or rather puppies and dogs. NO OTHER CATS except Lazy. I knew he’s gonna be horrified with all the dogs’ barking around him.

Everyone there was talking to me and telling me ‘Oh, such a beautiful and quiet cat!’ while I was ‘Yeah right’. Only I know the truth. Where someone was not being nice and giving me face behaving so adorable and cute, but actually was too horrified of all the Tai Gors surrounding him.

So we left the shop after the tea party where I drank a cup of nice teh tarik, after all the apologies from the staffs/owner/groomer because they were too busy and only managed to bathe him. I was thinking ‘Aiya, as long as he doesn’t have his poo around his butt, I am fine with everything’. But of course I didn’t say that and just smiled away.

Lazy only started to make noise after he’s in the car. Then when he reached home, he merajuk and totally ignore me.

Lazy: “Bitch!”

Just came back after carrying the 5kg ++ brownish orange monster to and forth from his grooming session because he’s so incredibly timid that if I EVER let him walk by himself, he will just hide underneath the table or wherever which by that time you can only hope that his tail is long enough for you to pull him out.

Front neck has scratches due to his over-reacting anxiety. Been to Ikano for several times but still so unfamiliar with the surrounding. Maybe the loud shrieking car tyres still drive him mad. But he was incredibly well behaved in the car while we were on our way home, sitting at the back seat quietly and sometimes just enjoyed the scenery for a bit.

As usual, when we reached home, he couldn’t wait for me to open the gate and ran straight into the house through the gap in between. Home sweet home applies to cats too, I think.

I know he is lonely. So do I. He can sleep away his time. But I can’t.

Halfway through my Time Traveller’s Wife.

Just realize I smsed and promised two different group of friends that I’m going out with them tonight to two different places while I was sleeping last night. Well, both of them haven’t confirm with me yet, so I guess there’s still no clashing… yet.

I need a get-away-from-reality thing to do.