http://charleybean.blogsome.com My invisible spot Sun, 17 Jun 2007 15:04:22 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en new blog http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/06/17/moved/ Weeehoooooo!!! Can you taste it?! OMG FREEDOM! btw, i might change blog, or i might stick with this. but what i really want is to compile all my old and new entries into one blog. ahhhhh big construction eh? who cares? since i have 3 MONTHS of holidays!!! LOL http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/06/11/happy-holidays/ three more papers to go in less than 2 weeks time. ahhh…. didnt really study much … whatever la … jy never tell his sister about our break up until few days ago, his aunt told his sister, then his sister asked me about it. so i told her la… ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/05/23/update/ HEROES SEASON FINALE!!!!!!! and JASLENE WON ANTM CYCLE 8!!!!! haha http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/05/21/finish-of-seasons/ ahhh what happened this morning? my commercial law paper gave everyone of us a big fat surprise woot! international trade topic - 4 fking questions! omg international trade is like the least popular question and least prepared by both our lecturers and us! wah see u in referal! omfg stress sial. 3 ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/05/18/bleh/ So my msn doesn’t work… AGAIN. I don’t know la. I think there is a virus in my com which stops me from using Msn once in a while. Everytime I repair it and restart my com, then my msn is working again. Then few days or weeks later, depends ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/05/10/msn/ I brought my laptop along with some stuff to read for every subject. Was thinking aiya today saturday maybe i’ll just go starbucks and study while online until 1am. never in a million years I would have thought that my laptop couldn’t go online in starbucks. i have wireless card ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/05/05/hahahahhaha/ So my dearest friend managed to make me said “okla i will go to class tmr.” 2-9pm. *faints* suddenly i feel so warmth and loved because all of them are so sweet and nice enough to photocopy notes for me when I was too lazy(and still) to go to classes. “So come tmr ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/05/05/347/ I lost two kgs. In two weeks. *ROARRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!* hahahahahhahhahahha. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/04/23/because-of-stress/ 4th march. Met up with my roommate for shopping. We stopped by at Bakerzin for the chocolate mousse. It was delicious. But what best was the conversation we had. We talked about things in life. Our families, friends, other housemates and ourselves. Talking to her is very comfortable and safe. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/04/14/bonding-and-self-rediscovery/ been thinking about him here and there. not what we did. just him. it makes me emo sometimes, especially late in the middle of the night as ive been staying up late these days to study. how do u define getting over it? not thinking about someone or ready for ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/31/in-the-midst-of-preparing-for-exam/ self pity is annoying. few attempts of trying to drag others to feel miserable as well is frustrating. maybe one day when I look back at this post, I will not even remember who was I talking about. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/29/shes-desperate/ I didn’t know Looking at your pictures Evidences of the past Makes me feel so weak So vulnerable I thought I was strong I thought I was strong enough But I couldn’t even hold myself So fragile in the inside Do not touch me As I will break into pieces And I could never stand up again http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/27/pictures/ Currently, I’m very nervous and lost in choosing the topics that I want to do in exams. Different lecturers with different opinions seriously can kill. It doesn’t help at all when all the informations that I read last night vanished as if they never exist in my head. And the ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/24/lifeless/ Forgive, sounds good Forget, I’m not sure I could They say time heals everything But I’m still waiting I’m through with doubt There’s nothing left for me to figure out I’ve paid a price And I’ll keep paying I’m not ready to make nice I’m not ready to back down I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/15/dixie-chicks-not-ready-to-make-nice/ Sometimes when you are asleep, and I look at you, I feel peace and contented. The most important is, it’s ok if I have lost everything, it’s ok that he doesn’t love me anymore, it’s ok that ppl dislikes me, it’s ok that friends are no longer faithful and it’s ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/10/lazylazy/ Brought Lazy to vet yesterday. One shot settled all his wounds. But mainly is his limping and his tail’s skin problem. The whole thing costed me Rm101.00 included a cone which is Rm16 to prevent him from licking his wound on his leg. Rm101. Just a cat. Rm101. He is ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/10/short-update-on-lazy/ My housemates and I went to have a drink in Sanctuary. It was tuesday so there wasn’t many people. Just small groups of people here and there. We drank some beer and played pool coz the music wasn’t good enough to dance with. Later on, we decided to go downstair, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/07/we-were-sien-thats-why/ 相信一个人需要勇气 而我逐渐没有了这份勇气 http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/05/p336/ I let out a heavy sigh when I reached the front gate. These past few days constituted a good therapy and I managed to pick up myself after getting away from everything for a while. Everything comes back to me as I got nearer and nearer. Piece by piece, until ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/04/phew/ Reached Pontian around 6.30pm. Dad’s friend picked me up and we went for a drink with his family. He is the uncle who helped my father handled the little kancil after my dad left Johor. So I finally got the car! But dammit it’s so difficult to drive coz it’s not ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/01/little-rusa/ Do you understand? Do you all really understand? I just want him to get out of my life. Simple as that. So stop asking ‘Are you ok?’, coz right now I just want to disappear for a while. All of you will never understand coz only I know how I feel about the ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/03/01/hugs-for-myself/ Someone pls save me I feel so betrayed. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/28/slap/ Woke up early today for the MPH WAREHOUSE SALE! Many books yet not thaaaat many coz you can find the same book in another shelf and then in another shelf again. Maybe because it’s the first day and I saw the workers still unpacking books from damn a lot a ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/27/bookworms-reunite/ (A private post quite a while ago. decided to post it. ) Its 4am. Imogen Heap - Goodnight and Go Why do you have to be so cute Is it impossible to ignore you Must you make me laugh so much It’s bad enough we get along so well Say goodnight and go I just want a break, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/27/falling-apart/ Beatles - In My Life There are places I remember All my life, though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places had their moments With lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life I’ve loved them all But of all ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/27/xoxo/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/25/letter-to-you/ family is always the best. as everyone is already has their own position and role in this tiny circle. and everyone fits in well. as usual we don’t visit friends but friends visit us. we don’t gamble. so we watched tv and shopped most of the time. dad bought me a 2nd ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/24/cny-and-random-stuff/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/13/responsibility/ Recently, Lazy has a minor skin infection on his tail. So there are some red spots here and there. His tail’s fur also fallen off. The new groomer that we went to was very nice to apply this japanese branded gel, which she reckoned to be very effective, on Lazy ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/06/skin-infection/ To avoid possible disturbance and annoyance that might occur at home, I offered to drop my roommate at her college early morning, had breakfast and headed to Starbucks to kill my time by studying. 5 1/2 hours to go before fetching roommate from college. Incredibly, almost fall asleep in Starbucks ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/06/shopping/ Finally I teared. after repeating the same thing so many times while holding back my tears. Finally, when I’m back in my room. Where everyone has slept. My tears found the exit. I don’t need a hug or kiss. I just want somebody or anyone to understand. Since the person that I hoped he ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/06/let-down-my-guard/ So yeah. The only thing missed is I haven’t got a chance to slap u really hard on the face yet. Questions: how can you expect things will be fine when you are doing completely nothing to keep things ok? how can you say you want to do it right then turn around ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/06/over-and-done-with/ I never realize until just now, webcam-ing with you, that I miss you so so much. I hope you didn’t really mean it when you said I hurted you really deep, as the guilt buried inside me starting to emerge again. I know we were joking the way only ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/02/02/your-smile/ it’s really weird… how can i save myself when everything seems alright i want to run but i can only wait http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/01/27/suffocate/ Can see that he’s extremely unhappy with the cone especially the color! Haha! If you manage to see clearly that the cone slowly became dirty coz the pictures are taken at different days. He was so traumatized when I put on the cone for the first time coz he ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/01/18/lazys-pic-with-the-cone/ Lately, because of the no-ending amount of work that we have to compile with, I have totally screwed up my biological clock and mess up my life. I don’t know how many hours exactly that I need, to be energetic the next day in classes. My previous proper schedule is ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/01/17/caffeine/ I JUST GOT LAZY CRASTRATED! It was a very long planned decision yet no time to carry out until last Saturday. I felt regret the moment we arrived the clinic. Damn worried and felt so heartache that my naughty baby had to suffer such pain. But when I thought of ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/01/17/balls-off/ My eyes are tired and hurting. I can see legislations are floating in the air around the room. Breaking Benjamin is awesome! Although I only heard of Diary of Jane. And I can’t stop singing it. Like a broken record player. Yea la, I know they’ve been singing for few ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/01/11/i-need-some-fresh-air/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/01/09/he-promised/ Christmas was normal coz my beautiful trip ended up with nothing. So even though I had vowed that I would not spend it with him but in the end I did after all. We had dinner with our friends and then we chilled out at a friend’s house watching The ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2007/01/04/my-two-weeks-holiday-2/ I have sexy voice now like Rod Stewart. Right after my holiday just started. Great. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/22/just-on-time/ This post is dedicated to you. And I think it will be very troublesome for you to view every post if I reply to every comment of yours in every post of mine, so yeah. You never fail to comment on my posts even though I rarely reply your comments. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/21/for-your-easy-browsing-merv/ I almost cry when I was in Dome with two of my girl friends coz I was re-telling them something which related to my previous post. But chicken mushroom pie cured everything! I watched Confession of pain right after our late lunch and it was…… artistic? Overall it was a ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/21/girl-friends-are-the-best/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/21/its-your-fault/ Supposedly I have a nice vacation waiting ahead for me this coming weekend right after my mock exams. Yes, supposedly. Sigh. Must come up with plan B already. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/19/just-want-to-get-away/ I just bought the most expensive alarm clock I ever buy in my life. RM258.00. Apple Alarm Clock for Ipod Video. Brother’s birthday present. Yes. It’s three digit priced alarm clock. It works as speakers and charger as well. So fair enough. Keep telling myself that I bought speakers instead ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/18/blood-puking-birthday-present/ Knowing you wanting me to apologize is not really a nice feeling to bear with. You never say it out but the silence tells it all. I don’t feel that I have done anything wrong at the first place. I always struggle whether to be me or to be the ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/18/i-want-to-say-it-only-when-i-really-mean-it/ Just done reformating my laptop again. Repaired it twice but no use. @.@ Stupid sharing files idea’s fault. DIE ALL TROJAN VIRUSSSSSSS… So sleepy but still got so many things to do before another day gone again and one day nearer to mock exams. Well, it will be weird to say ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/17/where-have-i-been/ Brought Lazy to this new grooming shop for their launch last Saturday. Just to let him have some fun. Ok, honestly, it’s because there’s some poo sticked on his butt fur and I was really lazy to bath him and so happen the shop offers half price for grooming this ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/12/14/diva-wannabe/ Parents and sister came over. So I was the family driver for the past two days and my whole body is aching. Especially my feet after sending bro back to semenyih. Why was I so kind… Even though I had been sleeping for more than 8 hours each night during ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/30/im-dead-tired/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/27/lie/ I still care about her. I even had this urge to leave a msg in her blog after she broke up with her bf. But I still couldn’t take a step further and get over things. At the same time, I still hate her. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/25/soft-hearted/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/24/i-just-want-to-sleep/ like hor CAN EVERYONE JUST FUCKING SHUT UP!! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/17/grrr/ One of the many reasons I don’t like my college coz it doesn’t know how tables can make a student like me really happy. Like REALLY happy because table means space. Individual space which you can put your water bottle on one corner and spread your pens, different colors of ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/12/cafetaria-with-5-tables-only/ Our dinners are so far so good. But the guys cook better than us! Now feel so shame coz we were teasing them the day before they first cooked. And BAM! We are now in love with their cooking and hope they will be the chefs for every dinner. But ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/10/the-housemates/ My bro sliced his credit card!!! And he forced me to take the car or else he will just crash the car into port klang. -.- But then, OMGGGGGGG…… http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/07/i-wonder-what-will-happen-if-dad-finds-out/ So we all went Tesco yesterday and did groceries shopping because we decided that 6 of us will be sharing and cooking dinner together as my housemates are going to have their finals soon. So kinda like we stocked up and applying the closed door policy. Two fulled trolleys. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/05/so-the-first-dinner-went-well/ You know, sometimes I just wish the whole plate of broccolies are MINE. Sometimes I just want more. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/11/03/just-emo-ing/ It’s still not the right time when you asked me, “Do you love me?“. You said, that you want to go shopping with me, help to pick my clothes and pay my bills that you want to go coffeebean with me and read our own novels together that you want to go places ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/25/misty/ Just came back from Pontian, Johor. Brother innocently made me drove most of the journeys back and forth. Sunday, on the way… “Until Tangkak, k? Tangkak only few km from here, ok?” “Ooookkkk…” “Eh, stupid fool, we passed Tangkak damn long already lo……” “huh? ummm…” *stupid bro continue pretending to sleep* So I kena conned ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/24/down-south/ I know it’s silly to say that I think our relationship was flawed because one of the many reasons was your ex. I just can’t go on because I know deep down inside how much you actually care about her. That’s why the only solution is to find another guy ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/19/flaws/ Heard two stories relevant to the title. It makes me wonder why such things happened at the first place. We will never know the truth. Or rather, we are not prepared to know. Super headache, my dinner stucks in the jam and period is making life really difficult for me. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/16/friends-can-talk-bad-about-you-too/ Even though I have to wake up at 7.40am, I still let the conversation went on till 2.40am just now. How I wish again I don’t have classes on Sunday and the conversation wouldn’t have to end. It was so fun hanging out with them. The couples always make me ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/15/i-smelled-like-i-went-clubbing-but-instead-i-was-at-dharoos-only/ I hate the sounds of frustration. They come with a lot of doors slamming and stuff banging. Why can’t people just say it out loud that they don’t like something or somebody? If reality doesn’t allow you to, then get a blog and abuse it! I hate it when people just ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/14/so-what-if-the-fishes-die/ such a… coincidence? lol *waves hand* so monday yeah? creme brulee and shoes k? hahaha. I’m so excited already! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/14/lucky-it-was-you/ The killers’ new album is rather disappointing. Hmmm. Sounded so cincai-ly made. Hot fuss was damn addictive. But Sam’s town… tsk tsk tsk. Maybe I should try listen again. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/13/the-killers-sams-town/ No shopping until I finish ALL my work. Monday monday monday monday. I love to shop on Monday. So, before Monday I must finish them off!! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/13/self-motivation/ I really need caffeine. Holding hopes that it will brush away this feeling. At least for a good thirty minutes. No class tomorrow, so finally I can get my starbucks. I just need a break. Because I had enough of your nonsense. How many times can I forgive your irresponsible ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/12/ignorance/ I want to watch Sin City! Jessica Alba is so hot! And I love this song so freaking much! HERE! But I think the instrumental one is nicer. and I HAVE IT! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/09/haze-is-taking-up-the-space-in-my-lungs/ I need caffeine. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/07/weather-is-freaking-hot-plus-the-haze/ In the end, I went to Waiyee’s house for dinner + Bbq for mooncake festival. It was fun and I ate damn a lot. Apparently not only me and roommate are at home this weekends, there are 3 other housemates as well. So yeah. Then, supper with housemates ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/07/happy-mooncake-festival/ Which means it leaves me 8 months to study before exams. I’m starting to tag my organiser with work that need to be done. Like assignment questions are written in orange tags and they are sticked to the week of their datelines. Pink for reading assignments and case studies. Green ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/10/05/its-october-already/ I didn’t know our principal is such funny person! He’s such a nice man. Hehehehe. I kept resisting myself from telling him that, ” Eh! Why you so cartoon one ah?” LOL! He is a very approachable person that when we were telling him that we wanted to change our ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/29/champion-principal/ just when i thought he wouldn’t find out. well actually he doesn’t… YET. how to put password for my blog har? i mean he reads merv’s blog now. omg omg omg. when he told me that merv’s blog template is really nice and all, my heart was racing. omg omg omg. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/28/gasp/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/26/phone-calls-from-family-at-odd-hours-not-a-good-sign/ Right after I passed the car to my brother. Dad called and said he’s planning to get me another car. OMFG. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/26/another-surprise-from-dad/ There are quite a lot of classes this week and I hardly have time to breathe! Today just had a very tiring and mind-exhausting lecture from 5pm till 9.15pm. And guess what? I’m going to have four lectures from 10am till 5pm tomorrow (SUN)! I reached home around 9.45pm and went ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/24/a-saturday/ Friday nights will be my mahjong nights with two other friends from now. Tuesdays will be our study group session soon with my collegemates. How I wish I can just swallow all the books. Or insert cips into my brain. Even better. Planning to go PD with a group of friends ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/23/buy-me-a-beach/ I hate lecturer who doesn’t give in to my demands concerning my academic welfare. I want to go for the other group’s Land Law tutorials so badly that even I haven’t try the group that I’m allocated to, I.KNOW.I.WANT.HER. And I want to be in the other group’s Tort tutorials ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/21/what-also-cannot/ How could I almost forget to write this down? Was talking to fj about the japanese dinner I went with my dad last Sunday night in Starhill… JOGOYA!!!! Awesome man! There is the Buddha-jumping-over-the-wall soup! Dad said it’s not good enough but I love it! Better than the Ginseng chicken one. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/17/outside-food-lately/ We were neighbours/classmates/best friends since we were kids and he is leaving to uk tomorrow. Picked him up and brought him to meet some of our old friends. Sent him back to his bro’s place and got lost on the way coz BU has so many BUs. Found our way ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/15/hugs-and-good-byes/ Just came back after carrying the 5kg ++ brownish orange monster to and forth from his grooming session because he’s so incredibly timid that if I EVER let him walk by himself, he will just hide underneath the table or wherever which by that time you can only hope that ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/13/groomed-and-good-looking/ Watched Snakes on the Plane last week with my dad. If NOT FOR MY DAD, I wouldn’t have watch that movie with all the snakes in it…… OMG still couldn’t believe I really watched that movie. Seriously, all snakes should have allergy against oxygen and just die diE DIE!!!! Dad ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/12/short-update/ The pair of heels that I wore for the whole day including clubbing is awesome. It made me enjoyed dancing for 2 hours straight. There was raid and I was almost mistaken as illegal foreign prostitute. But we managed to sneak out before the checking. The police weren’t planning to ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/09/sometimes-all-you-need-is-the-perfect-dancing-shoes/ Dad offers HP IPAQ rw6828… in exchange for my ZEN VISION: M. He wants to give it to my sister. My ZEN is 30GB and IPAQ is 1GB which is an external mini SD card! I was like, “Hello?! 30GB and 1GB??!!” Dad, “You can buy few more SD cards!” Besides, IPAQ is NOT ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/07/i-want-both/ Dad is reaching Kl soon! Half of his luggage are my clothes that I couldn’t squeezed into mine when I was leaving to Kl last week. He’s bringing me to meet his lawyer friend! That means work woRK WORK! But at the mean time, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/05/dads-here/ Argh I miss home. Today, I went to college to get my result and new schedule. Then, off to OU to check some stuff, got my sister her present - Roxy wallet, and got myself 3 tops! *kisses new tops* Got myself a book as well - The ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/09/02/now-that-im-back-in-kl/ You are 14 now and we were laughing at what you might be wishing for before you blew your candles. Mom: Hmmm, let me see… little penguin become big penguin? me: with LONG LEGS! sis: *stares* *stares* *stares* You almost cut the cake before blowing the candles. Blurness. Ahhh… I just love your ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/31/happy-birthday-jamie/ Coz couldn’t get through the phone just now. But I managed to get through in the end. I’m singing out loud Beatles - No reply now. “I nearly die…… I nearly die……” You know why? coz the rain has stopped and rainbow is out and… I PASSED MY EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m happily singing and shouting ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/30/i-nearly-die-of-the-anxiety-of-waiting/ The game was simple, it went like this: If you comment on this post, I will… 1. respond with something random about you. 2. challenge you to try something. 3. pick a color that I associate with you. 4. tell you something I like about you. 5. tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. tell you ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/29/because-its-the-rule/ We were sorting out our old junks the other day. I found my favourite Walt Disney comic book which I remember treasured it a lot when I was young. But we were sending our old stories books to recycle so my comic book is now sealed inside a box and ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/28/my-old-junks/ Like it or not, I have to remove the milkshake lady coz she’s damn annoying. I can’t adjust her to the perfect size that perfectly fits into the page. Until I find something really nice, I’ll stick with this pale theme for a while. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/27/milkshake-lady-gone/ It’s 2.10am, Sunday morning. I just finished N rounds of mahjong with my mom and sis. And I won five rounds continuously. Damn syok. Dad left the Rami in his friend’s house so we settled with the mahjong. I didn’t know how to play. So did my sister. Mom taught ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/27/pong/ Just finished watching The Break-up by Jennifer Aniston and Vince Vaungh. The part where he promised to go to the concert with her but in the end didn’t made me cried. It’s just so us. You never understand the point of doing things together as a couple. It’s not about ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/25/thought-about-us-again/ It was last night and we couldn’t sleep, so we were chatting on the bed. We talked about AIDS, diabetes, our parents, our brother, school, horoscope and etc. I was kinda shocked to hear what my sister said about me. The misconception that she has all this time while I ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/24/pillow-talk/ Me and my parents just came back from the hospital. My mom was sent to the emergency room because of her overly low blood sugar in her body. Yeap, she has diabetes and she scared the hell out of my dad and aunties few hours ago. Me and my mom ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/21/moms-diabetes-attack/ Happy birthday! May you have more fun teasing me in the future! That’s what I sms-ed to one of my best pal in the universe. I never fail to laugh whenever I’m talking to you. The unique way of your teasing against me never change through the years when the time, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/20/happy-birthday-andrew/ We just got my brother’s letter today from his Raleigh expedition. Until now, we got a postcard, emails, a few phone calls and now a letter from him after he finished each phase or is out for a 2 days break from the expedition. There are three phases for 3 ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/19/letter-from-brother/ Cat Museum pictures part 2. End of visit. We went to Damai beach to have a look. The resort is beautiful especially the beach. Crystal clear water and white sands, it is a very tempting place to stay for at least a night. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/18/kuching-2nd-day-cat-museum-part-2-damai-beach-mini-zoo/ Cns, Calvin Chin and me went to visit our primary school teacher/tutor this morning (15/8/06). We bought some fruits and a basket of roses for her. She is sick. But you can tell that she is much better now, physically and mentally. She is more optimistic compared to the times ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/16/my-best-and-favourite-teacher/ It’s 1.18am now and I just came back from a bbq at a high school friend’s house. Most of them who went were studying A-levels in Tawau and they just had their results last week. This party was to celebrate their excellent results and some sort of gathering. The bbq ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/16/bbq/ We went to Sunday market and my uncle was so excited to show us this huge insect which are fried and can be eaten. I know, Y.U.C.K! But my mom was so happy as there were so many pots and different kinds of flowers selling. She was so amazed to ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/15/kuching-2nd-day-sunday-market-cat-museum-part-1/ Because there is no direct flight from Tawau to Kuching and vice versa, we have to transit through Kota Kinabalu. And because something with Airasia and MAS do not want to share the same airport anymore, Airasia moved to this KK Terminal 2. It is still under renovation so it’s ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/15/kuching-1st-day-waterfront-kuching-festival-fair/ Yummy! We had seafood for dinner at our famous seafood stall in Tawau. I love Praying Mantis Prawn! My sister was asking me what the hell is a praying mantis prawn. So my parents asked us to go inside to have a look. Mom: As a Sabahan, you also ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/04/to-tawau-for-the-best-seafood/ As you can see, I changed the whole theme. Everything looks tidier and the fonts are in perfect sizes. Now, I just need to work on my About page and Links page. I’m trying to alter the colors of the links in these two pages but it’s not working and ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/04/ta-da/ I mean, come on! I’m on holiday! When is the best time if this is not?! A bit slow to realize that after 2 months worth of holiday gone. And I just feel that my blog is in such a mess. I don’t know why. It’s so scattered. I’m going ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/03/its-time-to-change-something-for-the-sake-of-it-doors-closed/ To tell your secret in your blog? Thinking that your friends might read about it. Afraid that they may be disappointed of who you really are. I stop sharing my blog with my friends when I came to a conclusion that I’m not ready yet. Not ready to let them ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/08/02/are-you-ready/ WHY THE FUCK YOU NEVER CASTRATE HIM???? WHY DID YOU JUST WENT AND LEFT ALL THE MESS BEHIND??? AND WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SO IRRESPONSIBLE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT’S WHY I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST DROP DEAD IN FRONT OF ME RIGHT NOW, YOU IDIOT!!! I HATE YOU LAST TIME AND I STILL HATE YOU NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DO ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/31/shits-that-i-have-to-take-after-you-left/ I went to a lunch gathering with my old classmates. It was fun as we just talked and laughed like there was nobody else in the new Italian restaurant. Memories keep coming back bringing us back to the old times where we were young and playful. Although we still are ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/30/old-friends-gathering/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/29/dads-words-2-2/ I’m going to Kuching!!! weeeeeeeeeee~~~~ http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/29/here-i-come/ Sis’s bday on 30th next month. mom: when do you want to go back to kl? me: *turns to sis* when is your holiday? she: 19th aug. one week. me: *turns back to mom* then I’ll probably leave after her holiday ends. *turns to sis again* You going to learn how to cook ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/25/uncertain-dates/ I’m never significant to you. Isn’t it? Not even a slight chance. Even though it has been a while. Have you ever feel so fucking in love with me? http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/24/just-a-sudden-sigh/ It’s either I’m going to burn the Nissan or streamyx. Or both with tmnet as well. So what if you increased the critical level of my report to EXPERT TEAM? It’s been nearly a month now and I see NOTHING. Nothing in progress, problem still there and I can’t go ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/24/the-car-streamyx-and-tmnet/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/22/dads-words/ I think I saw my ex today. OMG. So fagly. fat + ugly. He is tall. 183cm when I was with him 5 years ago. Now, he just looks like a giant to me. (assuming that the person I saw this morning was him) My first reaction was, Oh? Is that him? ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/22/2nd-ex-bf/ Dad upgraded my card. But no difference in limit. Sien. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/22/still-happy-la/ As planned, I was to send my sister for her 8am english tuition but as usual, we overslept. However, I still managed to get her there on time. Then 10.30am, I fetched her from tuition . We drove pass the new Italian restaurant in town to check whether it’s open ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/20/a-short-yet-fun-one-and-a-half-hour/ Some of the rather less educated malays here think they are the boss all the time. They cross the road like it’s their father’s road. Slower than snails. Bitchier than bitches. Blind as a… err… something blind-er than a blind because even a real blind person know how to cross ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/20/irritating-pedestrians-in-tawau/ I love sesame soup! Finally I made it by myself this time without my mom’s help. And I just had two bowls of it! Yummy yummy!! Selfmade sesame soup, Saya Suka!! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/19/selfmade-sesame-soup/ I have an ulcer underneath/inside/behind my mouth/lip. I have pimples more than before. My skin is dry like papers. I used to have a nearly flawless skin. Used to. I need more sleep. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/18/more-fruits-i-guess/ I reformated my laptop and finally managed to fix all the problems. ALL the problems which I faced after I reformated my laptop several times before this. Everytime I reformat it, it’s always either here or there got problem one. BUT NOT THIS TIME. Everything is ok now. Haha! …… But ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/15/this-time-is-100-successfully-fixed/ My mom bought a new car few months ago so I have been driving the new Gen 2 since I’m back. Her old Nissan car was parked at my dad’s office and nobody is using it. To be precise, it was neglected since the joining of the new Gen 2 ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/08/the-first-car/ Bro left on Monday for his Raleigh expedition in Kota Kinabalu. Dad left to JB for business the day before bro left but coming back tomorrow. Bro only coming back 3 months later. Which I’m already back to KL. No intersections in between our schedules = No meetings/gatherings between us ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/07/06/i-do-love-you-but-i-cant-love-you-more/ Listening: Utada Hikaru - Another Chance Because I watched too much Conan already, so my laptop decided to declare that I’m a dumb owner to uninstall my Norton Antivirus long time ago and attacked by virus from one of the Conan cd. What?! Aiyaaa, I thought won’t kena virus one ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/29/after-3-weeks-back-home/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/25/failed-reconciliation/ Listening to Death Cab For Cutie’s ‘Plans’ Album I’m 20 now. Happy birthday to me. Finally I’m celebrating with my family again after 2 years. My mom silently made my favourite dessert, agar-agar with longans. But she need to keep it in the fridge. And for a bummer like me who’s ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/23/2-x-3-6/ omfg!!!!!!!!! I just ran up from downstairs after putting the card on my dad’s table… I was silently shouting ‘AHHHHHHHHHHHHH’ when I was running up… because I forgot my dad was watching football at this hour… and I had to pretend I was looking for the newspaper… and so happened he got ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/19/fathers-day-card/ Listening to Beatles - Like Dreamers Do There’s this gal. Friend’s friend. I visited her blog and left a comment regarding her post on stupid things that we will do for love. The third day I went back to her site. She deleted the post. My reaction was ‘WTF?’ In ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/19/looking-back/ Terrible. I really CANNOT. DO. CROSSWORD. I only manage to answer one. Can’t even complete the puzzle. Not to mention the only answer I manage to get was wrong somemore. *pulls hair* eg. Nonsense rhyme (2,3) You so geng. You guess la! Ceh. So difficult. Who will want to play la?! ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/16/crossword-and-vocable/ Currently listening to The Killer Hot Fuss Album. Believe me, Natalie Listen Natalie This is your last chance to find A go-go dance to disco now Please believe me, Natalie Listen Natalie This is your last chance to find A go-go dance to disco now I’m unofficially the maid of the house. Without pay cheques. *wipe tears* What ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/15/maid-of-the-house/ I saw a pair of dogs mating at the playground near my house. It’s so disgustingly gross. and now I don’t know which category I should put this post in. -.-” really very yucky lo. Urk. lucky it was just a glimpse. I went ‘Ewww Ewwww Blekkkk Bleekkkkkkk Puiiii Puiiiii Sooooo ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/15/never-in-my-life-i-encounter-this/ Now I know… Those times when I miss my family when I was in KL It wasn’t homesick I was just reminded of them Remembered the old times That’s why I didnt feel like coming back sometimes It’s just enough to remember and miss them Keep their vivid images safe in my mind And nobody can disturb or ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/14/it-wasnt-and-it-isnt/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/13/midnight-sorrow/ My bro asked me to go jogging with him during lunch. I damn smart la agreed to go with him. *puke* I.HATE.JOGGING. I managed to jog one round. Ok, fine! I only managed 3 quarters. After that we went straight to buy my favourite bubble tea! Oh yeah, I drove. It was good. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/08/sweaty-afternoon/ First, let’s talk about my flight. Airasia almost kill us yesterday. The flight was delayed for 20 minutes. When we finally boarded to the plane, it delayed another 20 minutes. After that, the plane finally took off. 15 minutes later, the plane literally fall/dropped and the aunty beside me told ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/07/home-sweet-home/ I just feel like writing something about my friends. Coz currently I’m filled with joy and gratitude coz I have great friends! Well, I wouldn’t say I have lots of friends. But I would say that the friends that I have now, they fill up the gaps in my life just ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/06/my-friends/ I heart Forever21!!! They are so cool!! I went 1utama just now to get some stuff for my family and do some last minute shopping. I thought of the new opening Forever 21 in new wing so went and have a look. I visited their website and I really like ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/05/happy-day-before-back-to-hometown/ AhhhhhhHhhhhhHHHhhhhhHhhhhHhhh……………… *clears throat* *ahem* Yes, I finally bought my Creative Zen Vision M from 1utama. I searched almost all the potential shops selling this product in 1utama but all sold out. Zzzz. I was kinda freaked out coz I didnt want to go alllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way to low yat. And then, I SAW ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/03/my-20th-birthday-present-from-daddy/ Just want to conclude my current state as I think I have reach a certain point in my life. 1. I just finish my first year LLB external exams yesterday. Now, 3 months holiday. Then, result comes out around end of Aug. When the time comes, I will have to ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/02/milestones-june-2006/ I just woke up. OMG! LOL. Exams finished. And now WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 months of holidays!!!! And I have so much books to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!!!!!!!! Finally I can read all my novels. And SHOP FOR MORE!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! OK, now still have to settle Lazy first. sigh. Oh yeah! Went straight to watch Da Vinci Code in ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/02/its-holiday-baby/ Are you a cat-lover? Will you kind enough to consider helping me taking care of Lazy for 3 months while I’m away? Or you have any friend who likes cat a lot and is in a convenient position to take care of Lazy? Pretty Plssssssssss? Pls contact me asap, ok? EMAIL ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/06/01/any-cat-lover-out-there-willing-to-help/ It’s 31st already!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 1 s t oh come on. Don’t tell me you forget about it? It’s the Baskin Robbin discount day!!!! Must buy must buy must buy must buy must buy!!!! Cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait… *drools* Oh yeah, I’m downloading all The Beatles’ albums. Yes, ALL. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/31/how-could-i-forget/ It’s 3.15am and I really really feel like munching something. But I have nothing left. I mean snacks. *Look at the cat* Yuck. I want something light. Not 100% calories, fat and cholesterol. Argh. FOooooood…… http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/31/midnight-rumbling/ I just want to talk to somebody. Someone. Anyone. But its either everyone seems to be busy or I have NO FRIENDS. *sob* I think is the latter. Seriously. Maybe because I never bother to stay in touch with my friends. That’s why they left me. *Sob* *Sob* *Sob* So I ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/31/no-friend/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/30/a-letter-2/ Just came back from a dinner with some old friends from A-levels. It was fun to chill out with these people after such a long time. And I almost forget how great it is to have them as friends. They bring back the laughters and memories. Me eating nasi lemak ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/28/thanks-for-asking-me-out/ I was looking at the rain. It wouldn’t stop. And then I heard a soft rustling sound. Baby, don’t cry. I’ll wash away the pain. Don’t lose the smile on your face. Look at the beautiful sky. It is for you, my darling. My tears are gone. But the rain never stops. For I still feel pain. I’m ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/28/its-the-rain-again/ Just noticed I haven’t been post up something which I can categorize under Happiness for quite a while. Talked to my old friend, Tsuay, just minutes ago. Feel better. Yet still feel slightly terrible and lost. But better. It will be fine. It will. Had a good cry. A cosy conversation. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/27/hold-on-tight-to-the-rain/ *Things to be settled before or after exam: A. To laundry shop 1. dirty clothes piled up more than one week 2. bedsheets, comforter 3. bag B. In fridge 1. longans 2. juices 3. man taos C. In room 1. burn all law books 2. finish up my chic-lits, fictions and junk food 3. sort out all the burned cds 4. clean up ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/27/the-list/ Is it only me or what? I keep getting weird ppl adding me in MSN. With chinese nicknames. After translated to English, it goes something like this: Hey! Visit my blog at xxxxx.xxxx.xxxx. GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Annoying shit. Nowadays what also kena spam. Ish. And I hate hotmail. Lots of junk mails which ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/26/msn-spam/ You really can’t do it? Are you very sure? No regrets? But why? You do know it’s your fault, right? Then do something! Maybe it will be better. You don’t want to be such a loser, right? You still have your dreams, right? Don’t you remember them? You can do better. Grow up already. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/26/conversation-with-another-bean/ Last night, Lazy sneaked into the kitchen while I was getting my juice. Then guess what happened? The stupid bugger bit a lizard!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now, don’t tell me this is normal for a cat. So gross. It’s like his back was facing me first. And I knew he was chasing over something. Then ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/24/pets-you-will-never-know/ What if you will NEVER do well in ANYTHING and EVERYTHING? It’s like, “err… then my life a bit the wasted rite?” and then, you believe everyone has a talent. But what’s yours? I always admire those who has talent in music or art. Coz these talents are so obvious since you ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/24/loser/ If there’s a crime against myself, I am liable for failing myself. Ok, good. Now tell me how to tell my parents that I’m failing my exams. Huh, what? Ask them to throw stones at me? Ok. “Ah ba ah ma, pls throw stones at me for I can’t run. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/23/criminal-done/ I have been wondering, how does everyone’s body react to stress? For me, it’s either poo poo or feel like want to vomit… But never really manage to vomit. Only poo poo lo. Especially with the sudden increase of nescafe consumptions. Makes my stomach behaves very very weird. But I need the ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/22/when-stress-knocks-the-door/ I just woke up and I had my worst nightmare. It was so scary that right after I woke up, I cried for 5 minutes while telling my roommates about it. My dad dropped me somewhere and he left. While I was walking, my phone rang. It was my dad. When ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/21/the-worst-nightmare-i-ever-had-till-now/ The existence of exam is the last thing human being should protect. Humans should let exams extinct. You know, like how they caused the *insert extinction of whatever*. Oh, and snakes as well. I mean when humans are trying so hard to kill every living thing on earth, but why not ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/21/ngee-ngo-ngee-ngo-beeeep-beeeep-tuuuuuuuuuutttt/ Okla, you guys tell me whether I should get the Apple ipod video 30gb or Creative Zen Vision M 30gb. I should only consider this right after my exam. But I will only have 5 days to make up my mind then grab either one back to Sabah and show ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/19/better-be-ready-than-sorry/ Happy birthday, Dad! I’ll try my best to live up to your expectations as you have done more than you should for me. And love you while at the same time your love to me is bottomless. Take care, will you see soon! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/18/2006-195650th/ While I am studying, this is what the cat normally does… Then, switches to another book… Then, he turns and turns and slowly occupies the whole page… Then, he just has to do this… Falls asleep ON MY BOOK!! (he looks like pig hor? ) I’m busy, somebody also follows me busy… busy ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/18/my-study-partner/ The Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre presents a Philip Ridley play THE FASTEST CLOCK IN THE UNIVERSE Executive Producer: Dato’ Faridah Merican Director: Joe Hasham Starring: Ari Ratos Gavin Yap Joanna Bessey Niki Cheong and Faridah Merican as Cheetah Bee Date & Time: 2 - 11 June @ 8.30pm daily except Sun ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/16/the-fastest-clock-in-the-universe/ I think I just flooded my house and drowned my cat. I can’t find him. Or he’s hiding in his corner taking his very long nap. So touching. And sad. Very the romantic love story type. Like I love you in a watching-you-from-far way. The quiet type. I like this type of ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/14/daisy/ This morning when I was still sleeping. And he just had to do this to me. After staying up whole night doing my work, I slept at 4am in the living room to accompany him. Yes, this is how he repays me. He stayed in the drain and we tried everything, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/11/he-got-out/ Lazy ran away from home twice yesterday. Can you imagine 5 of us guarding both sides entrance of the underground drain outside our house? Lazy just wouldn’t want to come out and he was smart enough to stay in the middle. Inside enough where nobody can reach neither from the ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/08/attempted-runaways/ Currently I am at this point where “You don’t understand? Oooo… It’s ok. I don’t give a damn.” Was having a conversation with a friend. And I concluded that one should have an open mind to listen and understand. But then when you try to adjust somebody’s scope so that at ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/08/love-just-aint-enough/ Such a lonely day And it’s mine The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day Should be banned It’s a day that I can’t stand The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day Shouldn’t exist It’s a day that I’ll never miss Such a ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/08/when-is-yours/ One of the reasons I don’t like staying in KL is because I feel so vulnerable. Fear of being hurt. Feel so unprotected. Have to be alert all the times. Going out alone while fear for robbers or rapists. It’s different if walking with parents. Isn’t it? Feeling more secure. Even staying at ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/07/because-they-are-not-here/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/05/think-properly-who-is-your-gf-first-idiot/ Seriously lo… I never do anything bad to them. But then, why they treated me this way? Thats it. I had enough. Disappointed and still disappointing. I want to stop any relation to them. She is no longer my friend anymore. Deleted her number from my phone list. Deleted her ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/05/02/of-unrealiable-irresponsible-calculative-selfish-and-pretentious-friend/ I got my professional driving license!!!! (or wtv u call that……) For more than 8 months I didnt renew my expired P-license, I thought I’m going to be penalized and have to retake the whole driving test thing. *PHEW* Thanks to my friend’s mom for helping me!!! LOL. Ask my friends. I ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/29/in-the-journey-to-adulthood/ happy birthday my dearest foongjin. I dont sound excited enuf? not sincere enuf? omg. slap me for I dont have a single gorgeous pic of u to publish here. well, I do have u in my heart. good enuf? I’ll be there for u whenever u need me. Im at ur service 24/7. (ok, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/28/my-brainy-friend-hits-20/ Ok, that’s one thing I must do before I die. (pic stolen from jayelleenelial… as if it’s not obvious enuf…) http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/28/earthquake-of-swensen/ You see ah. I dont really like to read newspaper. Coz everytime I do read one, I’ll go on saying stuff like these: ’stupid ministers…’ ‘omg… so stupid.’ ‘can just go to hell man.’ ‘argh!! enuf!! dowan to read d!!’ u know. while shaking my head. with stupid-S keep on coming out from my mouth. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/27/i-know-i-should-read-but/ I’ve been catching up with a friend quite often lately. He used to have more-than-friends feeling towards me back then. But things didnt really work out and we kinda stop contact with each other for quite sometime. I like him. As in he is a nice guy. We can talk ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/22/the-nice-guy-i-missed/ I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found him. I found ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/22/we-looked-at-the-dark-but-you-were-actually-at-the-bright-side/ It feels so empty. Without him. I’ve been sitting near the door, for 1 hour… 2 hours… 3 hours… 4 hours… and I’m still waiting. Hoping that I will see him walking back. Back to our home. Back to me. Everytime the neighbour’s stupid dogs bark, I will look outside and call out ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/21/where-are-you/ Lazy is missing… I dont know how and we searched few blocks away and still couldn’t find him. I left my contact no. at the pet shops in Uptown and hope if there’s any jerk intends to sell him, the pet shop will call me. I hope this is not ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/21/pet-missing/ I watched Crash and cried twice. Housemates whom I know them only since I moved here each gave me a ‘why-cry-until-like-that’ look while my roommates who know me for 1 and a half years now gave the housemates a ‘dont-ask-and-you-will-get-used-to-it’ look. To me, it’s a thought provoking movie. It’s about ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/21/crash/ Every night I have to pat Lazy to sleep. Or else, he would come upstairs and knocks my door until I go down with him and give him his daily dose of patting. (well, not really knocks as in ‘knock-knock’ but he sort of continuously bangs/pushes the door with his ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/20/my-baby/ Just got myself a new specs on Monday. My eyes’ power increased from 500 to 700(right) and 450 to 700 (left). T.T The optician adjusted to 600 each coz I saw the floor was floating and tables were off the ground when she checked whether I’m comfortable with the sudden increase ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/19/new-specs-with-high-power/ I had a fight with an idiotic and moronic taxi driver (TD). Argh. We bought groceries and we placed them at the back seat with us instead of the boot. It wasn’t done in purpose of whatsoever. It just so fucking happened that we put the stuff at the back ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/17/quarrel-with-taxi-driver-for-a-50cent/ http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/16/caught-while-sneaking-out/ Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali Rasa yang kutinggal mati Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/15/peter-pan-mungkin-nanti/ It’s weird, yknow. I’m in a relationship. But somehow I feel like I’m not. Maybe I just need a drink. Damn stress. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/15/of-meaningless-and-pointless/ Angel’s Trip http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/12/lend-them-a-hand/ I just cried over a post and it’s so fucking stupid coz it’s my bf’s ex-gf’s blog and I cried over a post wrote by her current boyfriend in her blog fuck I felt his love, gentleness and caring towards her and I’m touched that I shed some tears and now I fucking want to ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/12/i-was-overbear/ Every week’s motto : Attend all the classes this week. Till now, I have realized that I used to attend two days classes in a week. While the other two days, I’ll just rot at home and indulge myself in whatever I want to indulge in. Well, let’s see whether I ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/09/exams-take-these-away/ Seriously ah, the RAPID KL BUS DRIVER CAN JUST GO DIE… I mean the one that I met this morning. This morning, 21c rapid kl bus was quite crowded. There was this old lady standing at the end of the queue thinking whether she should get into the 21C bus or just ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/07/reason-why-metro-bus-is-doing-better-and-rude-ppl-shall-all-rot-in-hell/ XXX has sent you a smile Message: XXX wants to brighten your day with a smile. Check out XXX’s profile and send a reply. A message from XXX: U Have A WonDerFuL Cat N Rabbit =) *Click reply button and type* Message: Thanks. Btw, my rabbit died few months ago. Frienster is useless. But it is fun when ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/07/friendster-is-pointless/ photo from Rottentomatoes. AUDREY TAUTOU IS SOPHIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG [EDIT : I LIKE HER] http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/05/i-just-found-out/ I don’t know how he did it. According to the doctor, his front leg must be stucked somewhere and he pulled it out forcefully. Hence, the limping leg on the left. So now he’s under medication. And we will see whether the pills work or no after 10 days. Today is ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/05/life-is-difficult-when-you-have-a-cat/ My dad said this to me yesterday. “When your grandma is talking to you, you just agree to whatever she says la.” “Oh.” “You know la, old monkey can’t learn new tricks anymore.” http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/04/a-piece-of-advice/ I’ll be going off tonight and coming back on Wed morning. For Ching Ming. First time. I go because my dad misses me. He asked me to book ticket on Saturday. Quite the last minute right? And my credit card can’t use for online booking. So I use my bro’s ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/03/family-duty/ So my fren picked me up and we tooked LRT, KTM and cab to KLPAC for The Homecoming. We were very excited as this was our first time outing together and watching a play in KLPAC. We reached there just in time. Went in after redeemed our tickets. And guess ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/02/finally-the-homecoming/ The other day my roommates suggested to bring Lazy out for a walk with us when we were getting ready to go 7-eleven. Eventually, we did and we dropped by at the pet shop first to buy a cat leech. So we don’t have to carry him all the way. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/01/mr-lazys-first-walk-to-remember/ I dreamt of my previous boyfriend. When I was having a nap just now. It’s weird. Because he was sitting beside me and accompanying me while I was doing a test paper. Criminal law paper. -.- Then later only I realized I passed it up with 2 questions completed only… and there ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/01/the-ex/ My roommate told me this morning that I woke up in the night and shouted this: “Don’t think anymore! Don’t want la! Don’t want la! Don’t want la! Go back and sleep!!” Then, bom! I went back and continue my sleep. Totally ignored my roommate. Who was shocked by what she saw. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/04/01/sleep-shouting/ Me and my partner were couples since a year ago. But our relationship went on and off until last Nov that we called it an end. That was before he went to Adelaide. When he is in Adelaide, he asked whether there’s still possibilities between us. That was Feb. After ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/31/i-heart-sdr-ii/ I hate coming to internet cafes. Which I am in one now. Young kids cursing around, ppl chatting away loudly like they own the place and ppl keep coming in and not using the facilities but just lepak around. You know, like walks in and just make one turn and ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/31/internet-cafe/ I mean, who doesn’t? I’m so fucking insecure with this whole LDR* thingy. How would I know that he is THINKING about me? How would I know what he is DOING all the time? How would I know whether he is LYING or what? How would I fucking know whether he means it when ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/30/i-heart-sdr/ “People should not be afraid of their governments. Government should be afraid of their people.” It’s a bit slow. And there’s not enough explanations on how and why. But the poetic and beautiful phrases and the passion are enough to make me rate this one a MUST WATCH movie. Vendetta’s voice ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/30/v-for-vendetta/ Where’d you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you’ve been gone She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don’t understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/29/fort-minor-feat-holly-brook-whered-you-go/ Never know that it’s such a nice feeling to find a friend who is interested in something same as you do. So looking forward to this. Hope there are tickets available still. God, pls make this happen. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/28/attempting-the-homecoming-woohoo/ I fucking hate it when I really want to watch a stage play but I can’t. Mainly because I don’t know anyone close who likes to watch or can go with me. Sometimes because the ticket price is a little bit out of my budget. A quarter part because it’s normally in ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/27/attempting-the-homecoming-looking-for-a-company/ I just happened to come across this and all I wanted to say is I feel sorry for you. Hope you and your wife stay strong and together. And there’s a comment by Heather Meadows. She wrote a poem which I find very thoughtful, moving and beautiful. I Miss You little ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/26/sorry-for-your-loss/ Juicy KISSES to you!! I used to hate you so much that I felt like it was the end. When you nearly suffocated me by asking so much from me, I though you never loved me. That’s when I was young and stupid. That’s when I never use my brain to think. That’s ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/26/wish-you-healthy/ The other day when I was in Coffee Bean, The Curve, there’s this lady sat next table to mine. And she gave me 10 minutes of non-stop silent farts. I swear the 10 minutes I thought I was hallucinating. I thought I was in a toilet full of shit drinking latte made ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/22/my-life-saviour-at-that-moment/ Since I have you with me, only then I realise how my parents actually felt last time whenever I did something wrong and they had to punish me. Now I know they were not angry actually. They felt hurtful and that’s exactly how I feel now. It hurts me when I have ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/22/post-hoc/ Yeah, of all places, you just have to shit there. . . . RIGHT ON MY FREAKING BED!!!!!!!! . . . . MY FREAKING BED!!!!!!!!!!! . . . . The other day, you pee-ed in my wardrobe, which I am sharing with my room-mates. Fineeeee, nevermind… And you SMART ENOUGH TO PEE ONLY ON MY JEANS… MYYYYYY JEANS ONLY…… Although I had to wash ALL ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/21/you-think-you-are-the-boss-here-huh/ Honeydew and lots of jellies…… it’s not a good idea….. but it’s not that I dont know it’s a bad idea…… I just love doing it…… that’s what Director Lee An meant by ‘Sweet bitter’ when the media asked him how he felt about the Oscar…… but my version is a modified one…… maybe ’sweet ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/20/its-the-once-a-month-thingy/ I cant help it. I just have to feel jealous. Argh. Who the hell is she?? Tiu. Like very close with him like that. Somemore say two years later going adelaide. Nobody ask u also. Argh! I hate him! Know so many GIRLS for what???!! @#$%^&*()$##$%^&*()!!!! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/16/i-dont-like/ Feel rather lonely today. I so want to watch a movie. V for Vendetta. It’s not up yet. Soon. But I can’t think of anyone who can watch with me. NONE. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/15/im-an-island/ Twisted Transistor still keeps me rocking. Albeit how surprised I was to find out they are actually black. Noooo, not being racist here. It’s just that don’t sound like… yknow. Black normally into rap and hip-hop. Well, maybe I’m being too unknowing. I mean like when you listen to the song, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/12/blur/ I can feel the tension… Hmmm… Should I? No la. Don’t really want to do this at the moment. I love to blog. Making my own journal and continue doing it. My own space. I love everything here. My feelings, my memories and my dreams. But, yes. What she ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/09/i-thought-its-only-september/ Two and a half months… NOT ENOUGH!!! Just finished talking on the phone with entwined. Although now we have a better plan to study already, still… OMG… On the other hand, Lazy was trying to climb over to the neighbour’s garden when I caught him sneaking out. For me sake, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/08/more-time-more/ When you were younger, do you have a hero? I remembered when I was really little, I always had this image of me hiding beside the cupboard while my daddy was fighting with monsters in front of our door. Very imaginative? I know. Because of this little memory, albeit now that ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/04/my-hero/ Just watch Heirloom. My advice? Just download or buy dvd la. Not to say it’s not a nice horror movie. But it’s not that worthy to watch in cinema for freaking RM9.00 a person. The sound effect was rather so-so only. And I found the effect played at the wrong ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/02/heirloom/ We went to this Sarawakian restaurant 2 months ago. Well, I dont really remember the restaurant’s name but it’s located near Low Yat Plaza. More precise direction? I dont know. Hehe. “Already tell you lorh… this restaurant not bad oneee…” “Sure or not? Don’t tipu me worh… ” Hmm… I thought Orang ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/01/sarawakian-lunch/ Hi, Charleybean is freaking busy entertaining me these few days coz I just moved to her house. And her mock exam starting next week although that’s not really the reason she is so busy lately. I think her assignments, extra classes and ME kinda drive her crazy. So that’s explain ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/03/01/guest-blogger-mr-lazy-ep2/ Is he feeling insecure? Hmmm…… http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/23/comfy-facing-the-wall/ Went to a friend’s surprise dinner in Ou’s Dave’s Deli. Freaking cannot stand is EVERYONE WAS SOOOOO LATE!!!!!!!! Until everyone is arrived, the dinner was actually delayed for one hour!! ONE freaking hour!!! I was starved and felt my time was wasted coz I was ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/22/just-like-what-i-have-predicted-it-sucks/ Fuck. Got the photoshop cd. BUT I FREAKING DON’T KNOW HOW TO USE THAT BLOODY PROGRAMME!!!! It’s like a ramly burger in front of me, but the next second it goes into Jy’s big fat mouth!! ARGH!! [EDIT : My bro just msg me ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/22/technologically-retarded/ I don’t know how to start. Ok, it’s just that I feel sad for him. I mean, why? I thought family should be selfless to each other, takng care of each other and concern about each other simply because we are family. The sister complained to another sister about him ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/20/family-shouldnt-have-behave-like-that/ I have replied that fella’s email. And I said yes. Heeheee. On the phone, I told him to check his email. He was very anxious and asked me to tell him on the spot. So I said my answer is NO. Wah, he straight away change his tone to a ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/20/it-will-be-official-the-day-he-reads-the-email/ Writing this post at this hour indicating I CAN GO ONLINE IN MY HOUSE USING MY LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *pop* *pop* *pop* (in case you dont get it, it’s the champagne…) YEAHHHHH!!!!! meaning I DONT HAVE TO SEND MY LAPTOP TO THE FACTORY!!!!!!! DOUBLE YEAHHHHH!!!!!! the modem is in my housemate’s room, so ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/19/short-announcement/ I was on the phone with that fella this morning. That guy ah, seriously and terribly suffering from homesick. Hmm. Keep telling me that he wants to come back. I also don’t know how to make him feel better. I mean, talking to him, makes him misses me more, misses ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/19/the-worlds-weirdest-and-fattest-cat/ I still have no internet connection in my house. So either I go my friend’s house to online or internet cafe. RM2.50 per hour. Okla. Later going to see Lazy then go college. Haih. Seriously where got ppl got class on friday nite one? somemore now saturday also… Kemayan ATC ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/17/kids-nowadays/ i’ve been thinking yesterday night after i say bye to u.. maybe we should get back together and wanted to call you to ask u la…but u not at home d.. lol… so nvm lo thought abt this morning again, so i dunno…. i guess just try again nothing kua.. hehe but ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/15/blank/ Ok, let me sweep away all the spider webs first ah……. *a minute later….* Harlo! Miss me or not? Hehe. If not because he emails me, I wouldn’t have so desperately looking for an internet cafe. LOL. So I just finished with the email, and here I am updating my blog! ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/14/ok-im-back/ AY, Wish you sleep well and never wake up anymore. With lots of cursing and middle-finger pointing, Charleybean. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Shit, cannot!!!! Too pissed to be polite!!! So, FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!! YOU BETTER KENA ELECTRIC-SHOCK EVERYTIME YOU OFF MY MODEM WITHOUT ASKING ME!!!!!!!!! yesssss, EVERYTIMEEEEEE!!!!!!! You walking pig shit!!!!!! You smelly cow fart!!!!!! You ugly fugly bitchy bitch!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/06/for-you-bitch/ Check this out. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/06/cool-ad-by-honda/ There’s this single-storey house. Everything in it is painted in white including the house itself. The sofa, tv, radio, wall, kitchen, tables, chairs, cupboards, dvd-players, books, dolls, refridgerator, air-conditioner and others. So, what color do you think the lift is? http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/06/let-me-ask-you-something/ So I ate lamb, lamb and lamb. Then, they gambled. Black Jack and Mahjong. And the host won roughly Rm100.00. Just when we thought the lamb was free. :p I didn’t gamble. Coz I’m very chicken. I dont want to lose money. Freaking kiasu and kiamsiap. But I played PS2. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/05/chee-wengs-open-house/ Q: Do you feel sad that Jy is leaving soon already? A: I don’t feel sad. I might just getting not used to his absence. That’s it. So stop asking me already. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/05/more-than-6-ppl-today/ I’ve been thinking about you today. And it’s worse especially when it’s Public Law class. “No matter how busy I am, I always have time for you.” You said. Awwwww…… *melt melt melt* http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/04/distraction/ I want to talk about my feelings towards A. I want to remember currently my feelings about him before time washes away all the memories. So this post is for you, Mister! One reason you attracted me is you are so different than the other guys I know. The way ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/04/to-mr-a/ I was out to have a drink with a friend just now. Let’s call him, A. Well, A is a special person because I had crush on him when I was still with Jy (and I’m not sure whether I still have now, but I’m always excited to see A ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/04/im-not-sure-how-should-i-feel-about-this/ Seriously, I was laughing hard when I read this. They were like so eager to make a fool of themselves! But seriously they made my day. Haha. KAJANG: A group of elderly friends who were enjoying a game of mahjong on the second day of Chinese New Year ended up ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/03/how-stupid-can-they-be/ I reached KL around 4pm. The moment I stepped into my room, I started to miss my family already. Right now, I can still feel the emptiness. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/03/we-will-meet-again-in-april/ Thanks to Jojo for letting me know about this. It is reported that the attack is launched through email attachments and etc. That means I have to go offline before midnight, which is like 20 minutes left. Well, I have to wake up early tomorrow anyway. So fine. This one ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/02/saje-saje-2/ I like his style of writing and his humour and his… well, he’s a bit cute also. Kurtlow.com I’ve been using my bro’s laptop for 5 hours already and it’s not even warm yet. If for my laptop, I think the keyboard is burning hot already. As in literally hot. Yeap, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/02/saje-saje-1/ I saw this advertisement and I really like it. You can see this drug advertisement in any singapore tv channels by a drug-free singapore media campaign. It goes with a young man who meets up with a drug dealer. Young man: “Is there any stock?” Drug dealer: “Yes.” Young man: “How much?” Drug dealer: ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/02/i-must-give-compliments-to-this/ I drafted this before CNY. But I haven’t really finish it. I scared I will forget my feelings about this if I still leave this post aside. Warning : I am freaking pissed about what happened. So think twice before you scroll down? (Well, I don’t really care.) So here ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/02/lost-touch-pls-dont/ I was watching Channel News Asia but I missed the front part of this report. So I went to their website and checked about it. CAIRO : Fourteen Chinese tourists from Hong Kong were killed and 30 others wounded in a bus accident in southeast Egypt, an Egyptian security official said. The ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/01/bus-crash/ HONG KONG : Three people have been admitted to hospital in Hong Kong after eating a chicken believed to have been infected with the H5N1 strain of bird flu, officials said Wednesday. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/02/01/no-more-chicken-rice-lo/ We all call her Lili girl. She only knows how to laugh and laugh and laugh. She is a smart girl. She always uses her big big eyes to electric-shock ppl when she wants something. Hehe. ‘Eh? Hua hua jie jie… what is this?’ ‘Ok, camera ah? I pose like this ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/31/meet-my-cousin-sister/ Suddenly I feel that I shouldn’t put up pictures of myself here. Hehe. Don’t know why. Wanted to blog anonymously at the first place but hard if I want to make a journal about my life and family. I mean with all the pictures, how la you tell me! I’m ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/30/now-you-dont-see-me/ So first day of the Chinese New Year, everyone traditionally wears red. You can see that my bro, sis and mom wear red. But I wear a white top saying ‘Smile if you like it.’ Well, the font is printed in pink. So pass la. Hehe. I like to follow ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/29/first-day-of-cny/ Fiona was saying we should learn how to accept compliments gracefully. (Well, just that I wouldn’t accept a compliment like how she does –> with a geisha smile) So yesterday CNY eve, when I was mopping the floor, my dad was sitting aside and he said this to me. ‘Hua ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/29/my-parents-are-good-in-giving-compliments/ I miss the lazy fat cat… How I wish I can hug him and say, “Happy Chinese New Year, Fatty Bom Bom!!!” I want to go home… nooooo, I mean Kl home, stupid. Where I can just go and see the cat. And him. Even though this feeling doesn’t work the other way round. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/29/why-cant-you-look-back-one-more-time/ Gong Xi Fatt Chai!! Wish all of you and your family a prosperous, healthy and happy new year!! While more and more and more ang pows for me!!! Hahahahaha! http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/29/happy-chinese-new-year-2006/ that I miss you.. so much.. but you never call today… http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/28/do-you-know/ The other day, me and my siblings were ‘assigned’ to help out my grandmother and my uncle to clean up the shop. Or rather most people called it ‘kopitiam’. My grandma sells chicken rice. Hehe. Different than the normal ones. But nice. And FREE! After we had removed all the ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/27/cleaning-up/ I just heard from my mother that my primary school maths teacher @ tuition teacher was diagnosised of endometrial cancer last December. I was shocked and sad to hear that. She was my favourite teacher and mentor back then. She guided me and helped me through out my primary years. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/25/how-much-time-left/ You see, Entwined got her platy the other day, so I have been thinking whether rabbits and cats got or not. Must be very rare then to have a mickey mouse spot on the body. I think paw mark for cat is more appropriate. Hehe. *Look above* and Lazy saw the mark ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/23/behold/ I want to spend more time with you. But time flies and seems that it still haven’t hit you yet that you are leaving soon. So soon that you are going to miss me from the moment you depart. Or no? http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/23/do-you-still-love-me/ So nice and cute rite? Just say yes. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/22/shutterfly-the-best/ Kena scolded big time by my mom. Well, not that BIG, big time la. But was scolded badly. Why? Coz I spent a lot of money. Haih, my fault. So I don’t deserve any chance to explain myself. What’s there to explain anyway? What?! Tell her I find retail therapies do ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/20/sorry-and-i-mean-it/ How I wish he can treat me nicer especially talks to me in a better and nicer way. I was just imagining how nice the feeling would be if he does that. Later on I realized that he does! Well, apparently is either when I am half asleep or when he ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/18/sweet-talk-honey/ Ever heard of this game ‘The Typing of The Dead’? Damn lame, ok? Haha. It’s a game where you kill all the zombies by typing all the alphabets or phrases that come out in front of them. There are these group of people carrying keyboards around. And I was one ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/17/land-of-the-dead-no/ i made a deal many years ago. so long that ive forgotten. i rushed into things. tried to acheive things i could not. tried to squeeze into shoes i could not fit. so they made me a deal. to allow me to squeeze and rush and make it all, but ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/14/deal/ This one is going to be less words, more photos. I will only put the original size of the picture if it’s really clear and nice. Others will be just thumbnails coz it’s too many of them. Hehe. We were standing at the rock zone which ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/13/she-genting-concert-2006/ OMFG….. can’t believe I decided to adopt Lazy!! Yesterday, the new owner decided to return Lazy to us due to some unforeseen difficulties. So when Jy told me the news, I was like ‘WTF?! NOBODY WANT HIM, I TAKE!!!’. Then I straight away made a call to the owner of ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/12/what-was-i-thinking/ Lazy left already. The new owner came and took him back to her apartment in Cheras. So far!! I cried after he left. So sad. First, we got the msg from the new owner saying that Lazy was exploring the house and ignored her. Then, he still ignoring her and ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/10/sad/ Now I’m just waiting Him to come and pick me up. We are going to BBQ tonight at friend’s bday party. Then I’m going to stay over at his house because tomorrow 9am we are going to give Lazy away. So tonight just want to spend time with the fatty ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/09/i-love-death-cab-for-cutie/ I’m so tired now. Just came back from Genting. We almost stuck there due to the bad weather. Lucky the cable car service started to operate at 3pm. By the time we reached home, it was 5.30pm already. Will blog about it tomorrow or something. And Pics!! Zzzz. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/08/sleepy/ He, the owner is giving him, the cat away next Tuesday. So I let the cat to guestblog today as a dedication for him. “Hi, my name is Lazy. Let me tell you about myself.” “I always get same comments from different people that I am nothing but fat.” “I am nothing but ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/06/guest-blogger-mr-lazy/ I mean, just look at the size. Do I still need to say more about this gigantic monster? Amazing, huh? http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/05/look-at-the-size/ I just finished reading The Devil and Miss Prym by Paulo Coelho. My dad gave me this book. It’s really inspiring. It makes you think whether humans are essentially evil or otherwise. When it comes to a moment where people face questions of life, death and power, they will have ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/02/the-devil-and-miss-prym/ I dunno la. Just now when he was online, I msged him. Then his response was normal la. But dunno why I felt that he was like so sien talking to me. Then I questioned him what he was doing. Then he said he was chatting. So I said, “got ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/02/the-devil-is-taking-control/ I just came back from Sunway Pyramid. I had my new year eve celebration with my old friends. And to be honest, I glad that I decided to celebrate with them, whom I am always comfortable with. You can say that I’m an attention seeker. I want people to pay ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2006/01/01/happie-new-year/ I’m moving out from my current place end of Jan. Now I have to settle some money issues here with the person in-charge. Damn, it is difficult. A lot of understandings and compromising are needed tomorrow when we are going to TALK about it. Trying to settle the problem. It’s quite ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/30/decided/ It’s a very funny and colorful story. And the rabbits are so freaking cuteeeee!!! I got so excited when the rabbits hugging each other and nudge each other with their noses. It’s so madly adorable! OMG! Haha! The music was fantastic! It’s worth it for a good laugh. I really enjoyed ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/29/wallace-and-gromit/ I really really didn’t want to watch this at the first place. Because I simply think it will be a boring 3 hours. I mean what’s interesting about a giant gorilla ruining the city which we all watched before more than 10 years ago? I usually don’t fancy movies which ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/29/king-kong/ Watched this two weeks ago. Only now I remember to blog about it. I personally like this movie a lot. Everything in it was so astonishing and amazing. Maybe because I never read the book. So I found the plot was rather unpredictable. Well ok, not all like how Edmund ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/28/narnia/ I have been sleeping at 4am or 5am these days. And waking up at 3pm or 4pm. Or if I’m lucky, 2pm. BECAUSE I’M ON MY 2 PATHETIC WEEKS OF HOLIDAY, remember? (or I never mention about it?) If I’m still going on with this sleeping time, I’m going to be so ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/28/biological-time-totally-screwd/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/27/hmm/ I was trying to cheer Jam up as she was sobbing due to stress from work, family, studies and relationship. The biggest obstacle in her relationship is religion where she is a buddhist and the boyfriend is a devoted christian. His family members are really nice to her. But of ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/26/everyone-has-their-own-problems/ I MUST learn to let go and set myself free. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/26/slap-me/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/24/sob-pms-sob/ Went shopping today in OU alone. Wait, let me check how much I spent there. Hmm… Wow. Precisely RM300.00! I bought presents and stuff for myself. Hehe. I bought this 15ml eye serum from Body Shop for RM65.00. No idea whether it’s effective or not but my dark circles seriously give ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/23/horla-merry-xmas/ I like to be in detail. And I demand others to provide me details when they are associating with me. Party, Work, Studies…. EVERYTHING basically. I feel more organised by having details. Because only this way, then I can make myself work better with others. And I believe compromising can ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/22/details-pls/ I’m so deprived from getting enough sleep due to my mock exams. I have been sleeping 3-4 hours a day since Sunday. And I told my college mates that after the last paper on Thursday, I will be sleeping for four days and four nights continuously to get back what ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/20/im-getting-really-sleepy/ My parents arrived KL today with my younger sister! Weee!! You know, the best thing when your parents come and visit you is you dont have to pay a single cent when you go shopping with them. Especially my mom is here too. Having exam till Thursday. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/20/im-tired-but-happy-too/ Been busy studying and in the progress of turning into a zombie. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/19/busy/ Some undergrads selling their bodies. “A reporter from the daily who went undercover found out that stories about some female undergraduates selling their bodies in exchange for a good life were indeed true. ” -The Star- And I found this too. Girls cried for help went unheeded. “The two salesgirls who were ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/18/check-this-out/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/18/wanted-to-say-this-long-time-ago/ If you can’t find me at home, most probably I’m out in Coffee Bean. Which branch, you may ask. Well, it depends on my mood at that particular moment. But most of the time, I stick with OU’s. I never try sitting the smoking area which is outside. Simply because ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/17/a-day-with-myself/ The other day when I just finished washing my laundry, I got a call from my dearest friend. She was crying so badly because something terrible happened between she and her boyfriend. I was caught offguard la. I dont really know how to handle this kind of situations le. Especially ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/16/why-la-like-that/ Been into Jazz lately. Here: 1.Renee Olstead - She acted as the red coloured hair daughter in the comedy show ‘Still Standing’. 14 years old when she released her first album last year. For such a young age. Salute! I simple love her ‘ A Love that will Last ‘. 2.Michael ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/16/jazz/ Please visit SPCA.ORG and Remembering Sheena and sign the petition. 100,000 signatures are needed to change the penalty of animal abusers here in Msia. In Sheena’s case, her owner admitted guilt, and was fined RM100, not even a quarter of the price of a German Shepherd puppy, and definitely not even ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/14/remembering-sheena/ When I was in Junior Three (Form Three for government secondary school), I helped out in this religion camp which meant for young Buddhist children. I participated as one of the group leaders. There was this thing that really impressed me. Everytime when we were having meals, the organizers would ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/13/about-karma/ Brian: Did I hear you right? ‘Cos i thought you said, Lets think it over. You have been my life, And I never planned, Growing old without you. Shadows bleeding through the light, Where the love once shined so bright, Came without a reason. Don’t let go on us tonight, Love’s not always black and white, Why haven’t I always ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/13/brian-mcfadden-feat-delta-goodrem-almost-here/ You asked why I closed down my blog today. After two days. Me: I already said in the blog not to ask why. You: Ok, but will you tell me if I don’t ask? Me: NO. DUH!! If I was to tell you, two days ago I would have tell you already that ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/12/you-seriously-annoy-me/ Exam next week. So from now on, this is my schedule. Mon - Public Tues - Criminal Wed - CLR & I and watch Narnia (oops!) Thurs - Contract Fri - Tutorial questions on Public and CLR & I Sat - Tutorial questions on Criminal and Contract Sun - Criminal Now I’m listening to the cd that my ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/12/no-time-to-boast/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/12/used-to/ Too Phat is a local rap and hip hop group consists of two members, Malique and Joe Flizzow. They emerged into the scene back in 98 when both of them met online and battle it out with rhymes. The love for the music brought them together and bridged the gap. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/11/too-phat-rebirth-into-reality/ Dad called me when I was still sleeping this morning. Dad: “Your brother’s bday coming soon. He wants an Ipod Nano.” IPOD NANO!!!! IPOD NANO WOIIIIIII!! SO DARING AH THAT FELLOW!!!!!!! Me: “uh huh. Yeah?” Dad: “So you buy for him la in these few days time. Bring him there then surprise him.” Me: ” ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/10/surprise/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/10/living-in-denial/ It’s not one of those silly slapstick love comedies that Chinese films are so famous for. The overall mood of the film is poignant and melancholy. -Entwined- on Perhaps Love. Yes, I like the movie a lot. Takeshit Takeshi Kaneshiro is so good looking. Zhou Xun is so skinny but she looked ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/09/perhaps-love/ Such a heartbreaking phrase to say. Who am I to say that I understand when I have never been in that position. Although I had heartbroken once. We had the chance and we never do our best. While there are others who don’t even get the chance. We are just idiots ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/09/drying-from-bleeding/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/07/8/ Seriously, to survive in KL without having your own car, you need to think really fast when it comes to which transport u can use to reach home economically and efficiently. Without having to take a cab which costs a lot. Especially in rainy days where traffic is jam everywhere. ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/06/11/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/06/truth-attacks-like-sword/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/05/a-letter/ My dearest pet died. The only companion I have left is now gone forever. And I found out he told his best female friend about our past. Private ones. Why? Why he did that? Why he never respect me at all? F*ck him la. Despite he treated me nice, ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/04/may-you-rest-in-peace/ This post is password protected. To view it please enter your password below: Password: http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/03/so-you-dont-care/ Met this new guy, friend’s friend. He is nice and funny but he asked questions that hurted my feelings. Or rather reminded me of my pain. He asked right in front of everybody and me and him were there as well. I was caught offguard. Now I realize that I’m ... http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/03/6/ By the way, password protected posts are not meant for ANYONE. Not even YOU who I gave this link to. So don’t ask for it. http://charleybean.blogsome.com/2005/12/02/note/ When blogging become restricted because of th